A letter from Jun 08, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are officially year older. I know I don’t celebrate birthdays but I acknowledge I’m a year older. I spent the day on a 12.5 shift placement day in a gynaecology ward. I didn’t tell anyone it’s my birthday. Currently 35 weeks pregnant with my daughter. InshaaAllah I’ve got to meet you. You’ve been moving loads past week but also giving mama a lot of pain. I hope you have been a good baby for mama. I love you already! It’s nearly 2 years since my mum left this temporary world. It don’t get any easy but my heart tells me and has hope I’ll meet her again in jannah. I have full faith in Allah swt. My dad is doing well alhamdulilah he has plans to go Pakistan once baby is born. Also Qatar to stay with Shaz then go Saudi for umrah I’m really excited for him. I want the best for my siblings and InshaaAllah my fellow Yusafs are doing well. Well the knee surgery isn’t happening this year for sure that’s pending. I don’t know what will happen in-regards to my nursing but I’m nearly at the end. I just Lills you’ve done it and you are the nurse you wanted to be. My cat gizmo I hope he’s doing good to I hope you are smiling today

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

The baby was born a healthy baby girl.
I’ve...

Lsoepbrm wfe ahd utb thhlae ’im yoka. .
A rttsa fleohlyup bmacee ’mi my boj nsoo to i tey rsenu. .
Og good idd dna og ym taqra aysd nd’tid tub asapitkn he dad nad si tbu huarm sha ko dba. .
E’hs steisr aigna going ryea tshi my ihtw. .
Tno dsene tehte ogzim hsi eargt gyrusre era. .
Are ngsiibsl ok my.
Lefes seinc ts’i ti lgno nrealy ’sshe i lkie rfo asrey bnee os 3 umm oslt own neog my. Hre miss i.
Ahppy eodlr raey.