A letter from Jun 07, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Yesterday was our Highschool graduation ceremony. I felt sad of how little people I had to take photos with, since I don't feel that I've been that close with anyone. Covid really took a toll on my social skills, is what I thought at first, but maybe it was somewhere in elementary school that something went wrong with me. I couldn't feel sad about the fact that we're leaving, let alone be brought to tears. It almost felt like deja vu because we never cried for any "leaving" ceremony. I have friends but I'm not sure if I care about them. I feel like everything's been a waste. Right now I'm a little burnt out from my lifestyle of detachment, and I hope I've been able to fix that. I just don't know where to start because I don't know what's actually stopping me. I don't know what I'm so scared of. I just want it all to end. I hope that's changed by now for us. Good luck, Sae