A letter from May 30, 2024

Dear FutureMe, hey! you wrote this back at a cafe, feeling lost, unnoticed and wandering. I hope by this time, its just months away many things have happened and you somehow found new light in this busy life. I hope by this time, you're not alone at some cafe or stuck at your house, but somewhere at the beach, decent and somehow have the liberty of the nuisance, angst, anger and hatred you felt at home. Which you never felt home anyway. past year, you have been searching for jobs, somewhere you felt u can grow immensely and outside anyone of people you know or knows you. Remember this, you're not weird, its just that you didnt grew up in an environment where you can see your potential and people around you always bring you down just because they dont see how much you've strived and survived in a harsh environment. Whatever you're doing, haha, write another letter. But this time, make it 3 years from now. I hope you're in a better mood, mind and body. I don't know whether you made it to your "wish-upon-the-moon" internship or if you're doing something else, I just wished you're more lively and somehow you got some investments or maybe its bullrun? Just save up and pay for a lot or invest in some real estate so you can escape your hellish house. And, please be more free, dont listen to your mom. hahaha thats my advice be in a free state and allow your thoughts to be breathe into life. Stop reminiscing and be more present. Please do survive, I hope you already had that Thailand trip last year or just treat yourself and go somewhere else without your parents lol be away, be free, be kind to yourself. love? maybe or maybe not. hahaha Hope you attended atleast one concert or two. Please get that bread, no one else will.