A letter from May 19, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Im going through a really hard time rn, i feel very alone and lonely emotionally but i hope u dont. I hope ur in a safe place full of happiness, one step closer to ur goals too and i hope u never had to ever feel this way again. it kind of saddens me yet it feels so motivating to imagine what u are like. i hope u are taking btter care of ur beautiful curls i hope theyre butt length by now, and i hope u love urself and ur big *** forehead and nose. i hope ur dressing the way u inspire to dress like and surrounded with the people u deeply love. rn im in none of that but i do have a couple friends i enjoy hanging out with. theres rime, my bestest friend, i wonder how she is like in ur reality and DUHH OFC WERE BESTIES FOREVER n EVER ofc were still friends so im not even mentioning that. theres also william, the silly nerdy 19 year old who js happens to be one of the best ppl i know i wonder if were still talking now. theres isaiah HAHAHAH THE SILLY AMERICAN WITH THE HOT *** FRIEND. im kinda sure u guys still talk czzz its so fun to tlak to each other and even if u dont for a while u always find ur way back. hes kinda like the perfect person to date and all buttttttt idont rlly think things worked out between yall ;3. THEN THERES ZEKIII the awkward valo guy whos too scared to show anything ab himself, hes kikinda funny tho i must admit. imkinda wodnering what happened w kelton LMAO ik u guys dont tlak czzzz hes not a good guy for us: we both know that right? RIIGHTT? lock in girlie. Anywaysssssss i hope ur a guitarist and in a band, a skateboarder whatever u inspire to be hun UM IDK WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE LMAO BUT CYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA and I FORGOT TO SAY HAPPYU BDAYYYYY UR 16 NOW AHHAHAH KINDA OLD BUT SWEET 16 MY LOVEE MWUAHH