A letter from May 13, 2024

Dear FutureMe, We’re 19 at the moment, about to be 20. To start off, we have mad huge progress in our health and our mental, however we are not out of the woods just yet sadly. We’re experiencing major panic episodes and fainting and some depression still. But we’re getting through it. Aiyana and Gabby are your 2 best friends right now. It’s Mother’s Day and mom is progressing quite nicely with her surgery. We’re just living life at the moment to be honest? Day by day, working and sleeping. Remember who you are, remember what you’ve worked for, remember how strong you are. I’m proud of us and I love you, little us would look at us and hug us and be so grateful for what we’ve done for her. We’re healing her, we’re taking care of her. I’ll probably send this for our 21st birthday so in about a year coming. So for our 21 year old self, I hope we’re healed enough to have a mini us. We’ve always been scared to mess up and traumatize them by not knowing what we were doing. I think we’re doing just fine, this is our first time here on earth too. We can only do so much with things we don’t know yet. Oh how’s photography going? You’re going to do gabbys senior photos this Thursday and I know they’ll come out great. Anyways, enough talking, I hope all is well. I hope we’re still here. I hope we’re ok. I love you.