A letter from May 10th, 2024

Dear FutureMe,
I hope one day you'll able get to solve and forget your mistakes. You and I know that it was purely our fault... Never knew that I the one who prays to god and always begs that he wouldn't leave me for someone else. 

I'm ashamed of myself. 

I left him for some dumbass Red walking flag watermelon. I left him because I thought I was always right. I felt dumb and ashamed now. I begged for him to stay but I was the one who left him. Why though? 

I'm just nuts and all.
Now, 

I broke his heart to a million pieces and karma decided that they'll break me in a million ways.

If I were given a chance to have a power based on the shows I watched or animated. 
I wished to have Hanagaki Takemichi's Time leaping power from Tokyo Revengers. Or specifically time leap powers where I'll go back in time, where I wanted to correct my mistakes. 

I can't move on to the future if I always think about the past. 
I wished to fix my mistakes, I was too naive and spoiled. I thought I was loved by everyone but at that time he was the only one loving me. Now, I always see and felt myself alone and distant to others. They would talk behind my back and leave me. 

I was too dumb to realize that. 



How I wish to go back in time where I still have time to fix everything, where I thought everything was coming to an end before it will actually does. 

I'm begging for a chance to fix everything,I'm begging to go back to the past and let me fix my mistakes, I'm begging for a better life,I'm begging you Lord please let me fix everything. I want to fix everything