A letter from May 09, 2024

Dear Future Me, Hi Sayo, sana okay ka pa. I'm hoping na di ka na lost in your decisions in life. Habang tinatype ko ito iniisip ko if asan ka na kaya ngayon? Are still in NBDB (Napromote ka na ba?) If hindi pa quit ka na! Napursue mo na ba yung pagmamasters mo? Or nasa New Zealand ka na? Honestly as of now I am lost what should I do? Napakaingay ng mundo, andaming boses sa paligid ko , I should do this!I should do that! Pero ako di ko alam -_- Oo nga pala kamustahin mo si Chin ahhh, message mo sya today! Crush mo yun these times- Gnada nya kase tapos ang bait pa. Sayang may Jowa siya ngayon (kala mo talaga magugustuhan ka nun). I wanna hug her right now hahahaha I love her na as a friend of course. Saka batiin mo si Mae yung tinuturing mong Bestfriend na naout of touch na kayo by now kase may anak na sila ni Mike-birthday nya ngayon. Makikipag-usap ka na ba kay Clarence diba you think na attractive siya! may butterflies in your stomach ka pa nga if nakikita mo siya- today is your right time to confess este sabihin mo na" Alam mo ba crush kita last year but then di ko alam kung paano ka iapproach, although madalas sabay tayo nag-lulunch with your team" . Kase naman ihhh Torpe aamp. Binasa basa mo pa yung binili nyang book yung Her Last Cigarette Yesterday. Kaasar ka Toneth! Alam mo yun, masyado kang duwag! Undecisive! Magjowa ka na kaya! Alam ko naman kung sino talaga gusto mo! Pero whatever happens if you are still alive, Keep growing and fighting sa life! Kaya mo yan! Huwag na huwag kang susuko! May pangarap ka pa for yourself, your family, and your future partner/current partner (if meron ka ngayon- mahalin mo yan ahh!). Sana rin namamaximize mo yung talent and skills na meron ka! Huwag kang tamad uyy. You can do it, ayusin mo ang energy management mo! Isang taon na I know na you're doing better than what you use to be. Pumunta ka sa PBF or bisitahin, or kamustahin mo yung mga work friends and other friends mo. Yun lang siguro by now, I hope you are happy :) Always be a blessing, and God bless you! From your 1 year younger self