Time Travelled — about 1 year

A letter from April 19th, 2024

Apr 18, 2024 Apr 19, 2025

Epilogue

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe,  it’s a couple days before my birthday 18/04/24 (BIG 17 not the lil one) and i feel like absolute ****. i’ve had the worst couple days ever and i just feel like i’ve been set up all day. I rlly just want to die, I thought i could be strong but these thoughts have come back and idk i just feel worthless and like a failure i have nothing going on in my life (im heavily disconnected and lost my spark) and no one who cares. i feel like life is not worth living anymore, as it's just this continuous cycle of me getting disappointed in every aspect of my life. I know i have a lot to be thankful for physically, but mentally i am not okay and i just want the pain to go away. i swear my step mum set me up ngl like she dead knew what she was doing with the grease thing. I had a feeling that my day wasnt gonna go as planned and it in fact did not im over feeling like this i just want it to end.Though i think i am giving up, i rlly do hope i can prevail, but i am unsure if i will come out the other end unscathed. if you made it and you're reading this i do hope life is better . 

Epilogue

about 4 hours later

Lemme tell youu, life has been good and also bad which is expected, however mentally i’m still not...

Laryle rhee i o(fr hwy dan to ekpe eb be cfo) keil teh owldu ma buato i feurut tiotspimci ryt ot os mmuym i riegndimn wereh mlefys. Ubt my rpioeisitr ve’i cnke enbe ym and dlho *** ky yb adn grba bene hte nui nyigrt icikkng oncettn ilergnan ot hte sah. Asy wot at bfereo sikr ’im asyd onw sujt hestor t’si no adn my i gnokoli udyts of tsl’e cli gbi ht18 ylsemf nisadet ideipsitrro taihbdyr nda fo ym. Em epwro oaslwl irhydbta crega alahsl by i enidiv erayll ym hits sti hnigt eno he lal ofr haev sa ot nda kas btu. Suby i’m so hmgit tbu be ik egpdnsin 🌚 erfe i ar,ey anc ernhoat htis ti niolgok oasl rvievde sh42r ielk ones lspu em haev to ast’ht dtire l happy delov my so eakt teg hte ot ,mna i stsiytl rfo ea’vnth i’ts ei’v utb a + peasc sopeersn gi a niigvg thiw ti sa klie. .

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