A letter from Mar 31, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I hope when this letter reaches you, I will be in a better place. where I'm happier and hopefully stronger. today is 31st March 2024, 21 Ramadan. I can't lie it feels like the world is gonna end, I am terrified, and I am trying to keep my mind busy and never think about it. but what if it ends like I never wanted? all I want is to make my parents proud, I want to make them feel like their efforts were not in vain. I had bad dreams about it and it makes me anxious, there are tears in my eyes every time I think that there is a possibility to fail. today my father told me (probably for the thousand time) that it would be better if I chose science section, both of my parents objected to my decision to study CS and they will never notice it but that made me very upset. I hope they understand. anyway, if that letter reached me then it means that I'm fine. right?. I hope so wherever the place you are in, I am sure that you will be successful. you will catch the sky, I promise. why? idk maybe because you were born for that. so just smile. I am writing this just as a reminder that when u thought that your world would end it did not, and the evidence that you are reading this now. all my love, hugs, and kisses for you, I am sure you are better now.