A letter from Feb 20, 2024

Hey Lina :3 I know things are really hard for you currently. You're in your senior year of high school, and everything seems pointless. You're probably really exhausted and burnt out and probably sleepy as hell, too (seriously, did we manage to get rid of our excessive sleepiness)? I was actually thinking of when this will all end, you know? Today, I got my report card. And you know.. math was never my playfield, lmao Actually nothing is my playfield anymore haha LIKE SERIOUSLY I EVEN ****** UP MY ENGLISH MARK TOO?? HOWWW??? THAT'S LITERALLY THE ONLY THING I AM GOOD AT!! (Not really since this letter would be pretty incoherent later) anyway I am sorry I failed us, Like really really sorry Lina. I thought I would be better this year but sometimes it feels like life enjoys making me a clown at this point. You know that I tried so so hard but I just failed that's why I want you to never give up, for us and what we could be By the way I am just saying DON'T POSTPONE ANY OF YOUR EXAMS!!!!! FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!!! YOU WOULD GET US ****** IF YOU POSTPONE ANY OF THEM!!! you know how much of a slack I am so don't <3 also please stick to your schedule and stop being a mindless idiot! That way, we won't get burnt out Anyway, future me, does Gojo live?? OOHHH, PLUS IS SHE STILL WITH YOU??? Like girl, do you study with the same teachers?? NO WORSE EVEN do you study in the same institution????? NO WAY IF YOU DO??? yall still talk??? IF YOU STILL TALK TO HER I'M GONNA INVENT A TIME MACHINE AND WHOOP YO *** ***** anyway you can probably check my diaries to see what's happening with me and why I can't stand her anymore lol LIKE GIRL SHE IS SO SO ANNOYING!!! plus girl do you see your friends anymore? Or did you meet your elementary school friends again? I miss Hajer, We're talking currently, but it feels like we won't be for much long Also, how is stuff with Noor? Are we besties now? I hope so. She's an amazing girl Also, did you make new friends? I mean, it's a totally new environment. I hope you did girly because I love you, and I hope you find people who really do too AND DID LYM **** HERSELF? OR DO YALL STILL TALK??? it kinda feels toxic atp HEY LINA MOST IMPORTANTLY PLEASE DON'T TELL ANYONE ABOUT OUR FUTURE PLANS like girl, those people don't really care and won't probably tell you theirs even!!! Like even your best friends would laugh at them, so unless you gain something, don't tell anyone, and STOP BRAGGING ABOUT STUFF Sorry most of this letter is just me yelling at you (writing in capital case actually) but you need someone to do that you absolute ***** <3 stay safe and take care of your mental health P.s , don't commit suicide nobody is worth it. (Yeah quoting, lmao) Love you to ***** and Beyonce (I meant beyond but amma keep it) -Lina 20th of January 10:25 + did you find someone to deliver you everyday? Must be hard lmao OOOHHH AND PLS GIRL CAN YOU MAKE A VIDEO JOURNAL TOO? IT WOULD BE SO COOL did you wear a hijab? That would be such a slay OH AND LASTLY CAN YOU DO A FIRST EXAM (the first first daily one) AND LAST EXAM (last state exam) SO WE CAN SEE HOW MUCH WE CHANGED??? PLS PLS PLS