Hey crazy cat.

Dear FutureMe, Hey. How are you doing. I'm only going to talk about one thing here.. Sean. How is he? Are you two together? You guys broke up after a month, one week and two days. Pretty pathetic. I'm still caught up in him. Are you? He broke up with you. Because of that whole journal ordeal. Exposing all that information, but that was just the cover up excuse. Its really because he was tearing HIMSELF from hsi friends and family. You didn't do it. He chose to always be with you. He said there may be a chance. He said he was even missing the time with you. The fun he had with you. We both know that the break up shook him up. He said so, not only that. Remember the day after he was on X? Scary. He missed you already. He just needed a little time. Remember when you were scared for you feelings to change about him because you loved what you had? And you didnt want anyone else to enjoy how good it was for you? Did your feelings ever change? Are you still scared? He was so good with everything. He cared. Go read your journal again. Itll be so worth it. Hes worth everything right now. He is your everything. His lips are always so soft, andh is kisses were good. Remember suckign his tongue and biting his lip? Sean loved that. His hickeys were fantasies to you. Did you really give him up? Yes no? Did it hurt? Or is it still great? He may be the one that will teach you what love is and what love is not. Oh yeah, happy birthday. I didn't forget, duh. Be careful with that license.