A letter from January 19th, 2024

Dear FutureMe,
You signed your first permanent contract today. This was a huge achievement and I hope you're at a better position now and you're happy and your job. I hope you have  a car and you like it. I hope you have graduated and you celebrates it. just know that I am proud of you. You work hard and you do your best all the time. Know your worth always and don't settle for less, keep climbing higher and I hope you know what you want out of life - that would be grate but even if you still don't know don't worry you'll soons know. Now regarding your personal life I hope somewhere in between your hustle you found it in your heart to forgive your mom for how she treated you. I hope you get therapy so you can learn to deal with it for your sake. Also you promised to move out and never come back to see them and I hope that's what you did moved out I mean so you can find yourself and what you want without your narcissistic mother in your ear the whole time. I hope you learned to say no to her and not let her guilt trip you.  I also hope that you know that you deserve love and just because of how you grew up emotionally doesn't mean someone can teach YOU like ****. you matter and you're that Girl .
love you always,
22 year old you