I hope it gets better than this

Dear FutureMe, Ok...so lets sum it up. Lonely. Bored. I just got my letter from last year & I was in a much better place. Sam broke up with me cruelly. I met J. He was lovely. He made me feel good. Then that ended. He continues to toy with me. If I have any wish for when I get this next year...it is that I have met someone who makes J pale in comparison who treats me with respect. I am on my couch in IS. The OC is in the background. I just had a drink with Em. Other than J ever existing, it is mostly ok. My job is good. Stay strong xxxx