A letter from Dec 29, 2023

Dear FutureMe, my hopes and dreams are that i can find someone out there who will literally give their life for me and feel the way i feel about a special someone who will never be mine. i dream that i grow up to be a successful nurse practitioner who runs away to montana and buys a 50 acre ranch to raise cattle on with the love of my life with kids running around chasing the dogs and having the time of their life. why can’t i just have that? it’s so unfair. maybe it’s just not the right time for me yet. i’m only 16 but i want to grow up so bad but i know that once i grow up ill want to be young again so im taking my life day by day as best as i can. i’ll get there. i know i can do it. i love you