A letter from Dec 04, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hey lmao this is ur past year self you’ve graduated hs now omgg i hope ur happy cs im feeling a bit sad like my friends hate me and i hope that i get closer to them so i hope i do it right so that youre happy :)) i cant wait honestly i bet you think everything was a breeze and i rlly hope i did well in thr exams:(( idk rlly but rn my fav song is swimming pools by kendrik lamar, fav food is pasta, fav artist is arctic monkeys(hoping this hasnt changed) and fav movie series is fast and furious. haha this is so crazy and like idrk i hope ur over moving countries cs im rlly not and i know u rmb all of it. like the first day in this school when u cried in the bathroom i rlly hope that its better for u bc it is getting better for me slowly and i rlly think that it will *** better and im trying to do rverything perfectly so i rlly hopr i dont **** anything up and tjat ur happy:( do you still watch anime sometimes or is that phase completely gine bc i dont even watch anymore haha… do you have genshin on ur phone still? i dont even play im just too attacjed to delete it lolol… do you still care too much about what others think?? i know its only two years but i rlly hope that ive chanhed for the good this is so weird i hope ur already done with college applications (if mom won) or if in ur gap year hahha i rlly hope that happens.. i rlly rlly want everything to go well:(( i rlly hope that ur happy and congrats on graduating (if ur alive lmao)