Do you remember me!

Dear FutureMe, Do you remember me... the 2006 me... the me that was living in NYC and loving my miniscule apartment... it was the me that was having such a hard time at work with the horrible mgr... the me that was looking for the next big job or direction... the me that was 43 about to 44... the me wondering if I should have married and had children instead of the career (that was so lousy at that time)... the me that wanted to be a writer or something artistic/create... the me that wondered if it was too late... the me that worried about the rent being caught up and the bills being paid... the me that wondered if I would see my best friend grow old (HIV) or if we will even be friends when we are old... the me that loves my dog so much... the me that loves being a girl... the me that talks to her sisters everyday... the me that talks to my mom everyday... the me that loves my step dad... the me that hates the humidity and lives for winter... the me that wears a yellow wristband that says "LiveSTRONG"... the me that lives for music and hears it even when it is not playing... the me that enjoys the walks in Central Park... the me that is saving for a new MAC computer... the me that saw the opening of the new Apple Computer store on 5th ave "the cube"... the me that loves to laugh... the me that gets icee's in the middle of winter... the me that can't wait to see my 10 year old Nephew and wonder what he will be doing in the years to come... the me that not sure if I am a city girl or country girl... the me that wants to move back to Texas... the me that wants to move to Santa Fe... the me that wants to live in NYC... who am I going to be when this email comes... will I get it... will I have the same email... will I still be ME...