A letter from Aug 13, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I'm writing this one after reading another letter from 2022 and I don't even know if Ill get this in like 2 years bcs that's a ******* lot but I wanted to write it anyway.First thing I wanna say is that right now I think things are going pretty well,but you'll probably not feel the same when you'll look back at this,but I really hope you're good because honestly I don't even know if I can stay alive till 18 .So if you see this I did.Right now things are going kinda like this: -I am doing volunteering at FITT, I really hope youre not gonna give that up so easily -I have made friends that I love so much and mean a lot to me,and I really hope I can keep them this time,but dont have a lot of faith in that . Right now the people I appreciate the most are Petra Ash River Naty Denisa and Artur. -I still have no idea what I wanna do with my life but I hope youll have that figured out when you see this,and if you dont thats perfectly fine -I am currentky looking for a job but my anxiety is keeping me from it,hope i get one because i want that money :3 -I am working on myself watching videos and journaling,hope it does something on the long run. -I am trying to get myself to write,so im curious if we still do that or it was a phase or we gave up. -hope your m3ntal heALTH is better just because yeah hpe were healing I think these are the main things I would want you to know and if you got here i am the proudest of you,really I am.