A letter from Jul 12, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi future me/Chelzy!!!! I think you will receive this letter when ur on grade 8 na? So, Kamusta kna?? Eto ako si chelzy na 12 yrs old HSHAHAH pangarap mo maging flight attendant netong edad na to, kaso nga lng ndi ka talaga sure ano? Pero para sakin sure na sure ako!!! I mean ung wala pang confirmation si Lord! Kaya wait nalang tayo ng konti!! Okay ka naba? Nag vevent kna ba sa iba? May pimples kpa ba? Sna wla na napaka insecure natin dun ihhh, Gusto mo pa ba rin si Dane? Pogi pa rin ba? Hehehe feeling q kahapon (tuesday, July 11) may crush sya sayo ksi nga tumingin sya sayo na parang may sparks ayieee. Ang konti ng pasensya q and ayaw q na mag aral huhuhu, kahit mag gragrade 7 ka lng neto hshshshh. Nasa Malta ka pa ba?? Hehe sguro maganda don noh!! So sana kung saan ka ngayon sna ika'y masaya. Sana maging successful ka! And kung nahihirapan ka man,piliin mo sanang lumaban ksi nung this past few yrs (2021-2023) ndi ka lumalaban e, sumuko kna agad ksi akala mo masasaktan kapa lalo. Sna lumaban ka kahit gaano kahirap at kasakit. am sorry. I am sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others, when your own hands were shaking. I'm sorry that I didn't give you enough to heal , that I let you seal the wounds of everyone else while your own were bleeding. I'm sorry that were days when smiling hurt but you forced yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry about you. I'm sorry that you gave all of your time and effort to comfort other people. I'm sorry that there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why. And I am so sorry that I did not love you that much , you deserve to be loved not to be hated. dont give up, no matter how cruel people are to you, always remember god is always with you and keep going. Proud na proud ako sayo chelzy.Sobra. Mahal kta Chelzy mwa :))