A letter from Jul 10, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hello, uh hahah hi. happiest birthday to the worst person ever. so this letter is from ur 15 year old self hihi. its july 10, 10 days away from our birthday so basically mag 16 na me. in 3 days lang pupunta na us ha maynila, i guess nabasa mo ini ada kana dida hmm? hhaha i hope okay kana tim life. i hope u found ur reason to live again, i hope u found your self some great friends na madadaupan mo hin mayda mo problema, and if waray pa hahah wut a shame brotha. i also hope nga it at family hi mama hi papa, unta diri na gud ura-ura tat pag kuri, unta kahit paunan-o naka ahon gihap kita hin kakurian. a while ago maybe like kanina before i start to write this letter nag away kami ni mama. iand i feel so ******* bad. i feel disgusted hit at kalugaringon kay nakakaya ko pag marauton hira mama nga gin bubuhat manla nira it makakaupay haat. asya self i hope na okay na hira that time hmm hahha and also kun wry pa please hahha pag tirok na kay karuyag ko na talaga mabuligan tak pamilya pero kay ha bata pa ako unta ikaw nala it mag padayon hiton. also hahahhaha i hope diri ka la gihap single ha omg naman ang hina mo naman men, lookatme may nag kaka-crush na academic achiever hahahha, yes shuta ka please go date someone, wag ka gumaya sakin nga torpe hahha asya lugod na im still single tikang yana pero unta pag nabasa mo ini diri na hahahhaa. that is all, ay hingalimti nga proud ak haim, no matter ano an imo gin abtan yana or ever think mo nga na fail mo an imo younger self always know nga waray. im actually so proud haimo okay? i hope diri na ikaw awdunon huhu pero if u end up still being that shy kid then that is okay, know na im not disappointed kay maaram ako nga u are trying ur best, always. asya if ever ur so down rn and this letter pops out in ur notif i hope na this makes u feel better, just know nga im always here, no matter ano it imo maabot hit imo kinabuhi, ur younger self will be proud and will remain proud. padayon 18 year old me :) happy birthday also. i love you so much.