A letter from Jul 05, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hello 22 year old monica!! this is 20 year old monica. we just turned 20!! wooohh the big TWO ZERO anyway, kakabasa ko lang ng letter na ginawa mo nung 18 ka at napag desisyonan ko na gumawa ng isa pa for 22. bakit 22? kasi im feeling 22. kwentuhan kita ng mga recent ganap sa buhay mo. incoming 2nd year dentistry student ka sa ceu manila. sa ceu mnl mo din nakilala ang current girlfriend mo na si daffny madayag. in a happy and healthy relationship ka ngayong 2023! live in kayo ng gf mo!!! college life is going well kahit napaka mahal ng tuition mo. naging DL ka nung 1st year 1st sem pero yung 2nd sem di ka yata naka abot ewan. dami mong new friends dahil sa college! you belong in a trio with aj and mavie. so far naman wala ka pang nababagsak na subject. nakatira ka sa 1st street, minsan sa valdez street HAHAHAHAHA. you vape a lot! which is sad because it has been an addiction. you drew closer to marc panget because common denominator niyo ang vaping. si mea naman may cent na at mukhang masaya naman sila. manila girl ka na eyyy. di masaya no? HAHAHAHA ginusto mo yan eh. well as of the moment naka braces ka pa din pero nakalock na siya ngayon and tatanggalin na after 3 more months. you still play codm wtf sabi natin nung 18 tayo ititigil na natin yan eh. unlike nung 18 ka, wala ka na masyadong online friends ngayon. in fact, you lost them because of a break up. and it's fine! you're still fine! you're still doing well. *** life mo? oh my god never been better HAHAHA. cetaphil is life. marami pa kong pwedeng ikwento pero as of the moment yan lang ang life mo. cavite - manila - cavite - manila. never ending cycle pero kinakaya mo naman dahil may tinutupad kang dreams. taena wala kang ibang sinusuot kundi white tshirt ampota. wala ka munang words of wisdom ngayon kasi di ka naman masyadong mentally intellectual as a 20 year old kasi nga puro ka aral at jowa potangina. pero here are some of my wishes/goals for you. tell me which ones are accomplished! 1. quit vaping 2. regular student 3. in a good relationship with family 4. still with daffny madayag 5. di pa nakakapatay ng tao 6. still has that burning passion for dentistry 7. less emotional? 8. physically fit 9. stable ang studies 10. good budgeting skills 11. hindi na masyadong nagsosocial media 12. made more friends!! 13. confident sa sarili 14. better fashion sense 15. better mindset 22 ka na so by that time incoming 4th year? yieee ayusin mo ah. wag masyado magpa-pressure. basta everyday piliin mong maging better. it costs ₱0 to be kind, always remember that. dami ko pa gustong sabihin sayo na dapat mong tandaan. random tots na lang tong mga susunod ha. if it costs you your peace of mind, it's not worth it. there are a lot of better things ahead of us. basta sana masaya ka ngayong 22 ka na. tumatanda ka na din at hindi ka na talaga bata grabe ambilis ng panahon. always choose to be understanding!! and sana kapag may maencounter kayo na problem ng gf mo eh piliin niyo pa din na ayusin yun. tinatamad na ko mag type nagmamahal, 20 year old monica from 2023