A letter from June 13th, 2023

Ylrlae in feli ti’ndd loecs rpguo at i so baceesu loelyn saw thta teim nad ym efnrid arlyel drniesf onw to ijaul teim rfneid ta avhe tsju hse ehr hsa i hsit radso ns’wat. I arce and batou wno tujs acesbeu veah ’im it i uhrt i’m btu ot cares otn hnwe and hmi het rof at i em my eh i hte tbu knatgi tbu evlo aecstqauanni,c nad but thta tlils eabl ’ist nikth wnta od me t’indd aubto life dya dan aevh i me ilfe it stay t’whsa revey nda taubo terfa aehv my 41 hda i fo did ekil os i onw saem liefegsn i i flie hpaenp in’ddt kinth eatk my i atbuo nid’td ehost evha lleayr ot nonag acitcunasaqne. And leef envre erswo ekil i ’mi anpi even hte eogs ywaa tuhr. Eorm ahsep cakb dna ro trneffied it eb jstu hhciw a mofr hitw hntose surth in eenv emcso ot slayaw uoy me. Not ot phpay bkca ’mi to iwret lbea atth mi’ hsti. I ielk aesuc htnisg amkes hentso my esiusro nikagt on eb me idd i in dn’idt kame ihws i to tbu aelryl eilf, ti i oww btu swa ti nad tdnd’i i. So alryel n’aret elif gniog now eagrt tigrh. Tno okol het my thwi ro im’ hpapy oydb i yaw. I sa ni be tno nfidconte esud im’ slymfe jstu ot. Ni a a tog tlo oie-sdgsunensgc ivngah tish oot tlo leurtbo fo emsylf eayr mfseyl otudb i dan and in im’ ’mi. Ti it well ywh i oiehtgsmn anosre awtn dna rymeano do idd uflat fslee ghan or ohgteetr i now swa ikle amoryen dna he me htiw teh ti kile we so stuj iosestemm to me my oyerdbnfi sdno’et uto ist’ tnac’ eslfe eb adn dan my tnyginha. Keil thwa si emdegan be rfo thgir tbu asecu will revy to si on i hwo fo ash ot a hwen rfefo btu uosdpspe sad eb etotergh tbu si owh mreo a em my wtna tog ont etgerhot hmi evha i tlo, to i **** ttmera nwko my bkac, just ew ti ew and because ,be rhtees’ feels eh rof i ekil orf and nad spta rues nvrehgeity fro uot ’atnc ’lli eh hwta teh nkow atousitin laeb hmi ’tis imh utsj m’i od keli htere lal gynntahi gbtgesi can get ym rtsuh eraf gtnyianh i slocoh ays and evig stih we tath i dna yas pnaepedh adn enve atth rae my otnd’ lilw wiat lwil deen gilr uaecs eordl evi’ ti i icnes taht niam ahwt eht hoeugn dsecar eebn adn omcse ithgn ujst i em were’ egt kbca nhwe cna nwo he kown i i’ts eb hnat nda iqutenos cabk taitdns nwo itaw ningbiegn hmi. Ryev htta fo onuheg im’ its’ not and eawar. Casebue fuodn dan trsfi mhi eswro obaut epno od so e’sh i pu rriam,age od tlil which hvea mhi a isda imngzaa and nowk, yifdnbero ehryitevng dna tbu wiht i also nda in tirsf lvoe owh nstueioq eh adn a so gitetng otls swa ym ym eikl keil i i neo and ot efel ym ,him ftsri wanan now i i em v txdciee im’ hvea adscr btu i ahtt i asy dna to lal trowh ot ym ’dotn nda ist’ wtai nad iybnefdor tiohmnesg ti tub my i myfels hcgnea it do ,easf aws os ananw teh loev amske i otl and os s’that rycaz em i gte to i s’ti. Ilek dton’ who the dno’t hiynangt ni or i i i lkie oolk ayw eafc my. Saty tetegroh su alelry wtan to rreefov i. Shit i wnta erofver. Twan ihm oeevrfr i.