A letter from Jun 06, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Happy birthday! By now you should be (almost) finished with your masters degree in the Netherlands!!!! That's a huge accomplishment!!!! I am so proud of you. We worked extremely hard to get the 3 scholarships, and I hope you were able to maintain them, to pass all of your courses, to excell in your internship, to have an amazing master thesis. More than everything, I hope you managed to be happy and proud of yourself. How was this experience compared to your bachelors? Easier? Harder? More fun? More stress? I hope you were able to secure a job in the Netherlands!!!! You should be able to get a visa to stay another year to figure that out. Wish you all the best, you absolutely ******* deserve it.

Epilogue

13 days later

Thank you for your excitement, I am unable to feel like that now.
I am indeed almost done...

Aiaoguntdr htsise tignwri my nde my wiht reneg ilgt,h stuuag adn eth eb si eocsl deta of eth iev' dastetr 2,6 sa,mrtse varelol vi'e ym lliw ntetog evtnieghyr igttgne. . . Nda raogmrp prat so,urces teh i twih fo teh emebac all tnainma salo rmaest good csphasisrlh,o oonsurh dna in i did i am amslot my enev ellrya htta ddi i odne. .
Ash ym ride a tihsse been qeitu. Vere ngrehteivy swa ti hnda neo ni i nwtead. . . Rsstes os tub olas is cmuh ti. User hbt nda am i htis it kmea i evil can (: ekli otn. Ti od to jstu chmu os is. . . .
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Kwno illw ceon utb i im' ssmi it deno i. .
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Yeha egav prdmaeoc me tub ikle msiet rlsboehca omer was aredrh asol nad 002 ot ssiotitanfac htsi eht. .
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Ahtw alppdei dnouf o'tdn jb,o otn natw tno sogeihtmn od atht lyno i vahe nda 'ive scuered ot have i i acspel to ot a onkw eaylrl kile 3 i ,do. . . I'ts. . . Dweri. Etmyp i flee. Lefe i efel rdt,ei i esstrdse. .