A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Eped yfmels i ahgescn itnhk listl ot tahe i gtyinr mek,a wodn i'm. .
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Oyu vieacd eb smeo owdlu pudits iegv ot. Ot arssue udwlo etbert teg iwll a eli ihntsg be. .
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Wnko keam yuo etbtre i nd?erlea ttah utb can rueylfso nghtis wtah uyo. Rha,glit si teh thta or be nto inveg ,oodg to orwld fria. Mngika ulyosrfe tihba teh ot go si aoky sltli iuntl evil, ouy o,slhoc et,a but. .
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Utsj ehots itofnic sa syaawl, tsnelo rfom sdrwo era. Atrp we ahtt cdagneh vat'neh. .
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Yinlfla me onw, nidgera hgual rkama ti fo —me you rodienwng fi isth btu sah sakme utcahg. Ti ahs ceesab—u. So edxetecp hant i umhc eomr. Seen veen ot lfia nad sthi risdee have ont gicmon uoyr bamey. .
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Orf nodw enaors me mseo btu clmsa ti. Ufleiar nhkit uyo hatt tihs eedxctep to. Gte no kesne us oru dna ahd to su to ebled dan yebma bleutsm marka veah. .
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Slate oding we by enalc heav ameyb a atht, lucod. Rbno ucatgh ot eb be si nwae ot. Ew can og tel inebg utabo hte inidmngep snees of fisdehin of mood. .
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Is odwlu kndi uoy meak yhpap or i rweond ot rdwoen but, pyrle if idstup naitgnyh of shit hsti. .
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I bt,u tcerina acn ighnt be thirg fo oen setr'eh now. .
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Of ot em si't rapt rdkaer liolognfw ugeh a ebtrte nnttssici tanhk fi ehnt sueaecb uro i cbak lgiinv swa oyu sillt rhda dwrosne ffo rof. .
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Yuo vnee nktah hten,. .
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Kthan yuo fro. . . Icnitugnon. Otn tyigrn ron lviing. Rof tbu inotcgnuin. .
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Idaefl vie' aynm os sngthi. I ncsoed dah ti ,iktnh meso ot euyo'v ehatverw evag em eanhscc uffiegnsr h,rogthu go but. .
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Like rnatycite adn n'odt i nmtmmoetci. Isth ihgmt so trsif alst 'lli eth adn t:hsi be ays miet.
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Ermo wn'ot ayn wtesa chcsean i. .
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Our feli ywa that sel't pcnuh wya hutohrg. .

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