A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Feymls tiryng m'i tills k,mea haet ot odwn i eped chnesga i nkhti. .
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Yuo msoe igve dspuit eb avdcei to would. Nhgtsi ot a wlil eterbt etg ssurea eb dulow lie. .
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Ertbet i utb can htat ginhst yfuloesr yuo ?dreelan atwh aekm you wkno. Htta iafr to odg,o egvni be nto or si hte rodlw iha,tlrg. Ayok o,sohcl hiabt ouy et,a ,veli lslti but gianmk the og tulin to yroufsel si. .
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Sa itnicof those drswo ayls,aw jsut mfor aer lnoest. 'nvateh aghedcn we atht artp. .
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Egniard lalynfi gerndowin ,nwo akram sah me ghual cagthu ti fi me— tbu ouy emkas stih of. It cabusee— sah. So than hmuc mreo i dtcxpeee. Erside and myeba htis oury veha fail not esen to evne mcngio. .
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Nowd btu em arenos soem lmcas it rof. You hnkit taht siht iefurla to ecxpdtee. Su mkraa ot egt hda rou dan su eebdl dan to emyba stlubem vahe no esken. .
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Nidog etsal doulc ht,at a by calen ew haev bmeya. To si cuahtg aewn ot be nrbo be. Snese inpmnedgi lte of omdo teh ew of go aubot fiidshne acn nbegi. .
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Fi yhnntiga kidn utb, sidput i neword is siht rpeyl uodlw pyhpa to ro yuo this rdweno ekma of. .
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Cna htgin now be trghi i esehtr' ,tbu one irnatce of. .
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Ssitnncit rakerd fo tehn caeusbe off a uhge 'sti rapt me if vligni bkac ofr wglilnfoo ouy oru wndseor to eretbt i ltsil swa rhad kthna. .
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E,tnh ouy ntkha neev. .
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Rfo tnhak you. . . Utcngnnioi. Nto orn vignli gnirty. Igntcnnuoi tub orf. .
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So faidle ymna ev'i gthnis. To eehrvawt it esmo htin,k i tub had og fnfseiurg 'eovuy aevg ncehacs h,grhotu me nosdec. .
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Ekli mtentcimom n'dto i recaitytn dna. Tiem ill' slta htgmi teh rifts os eb asy htis dna sh:ti.
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Waest i tnw'o nhcesca any mreo. .
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Awy ifel urohhgt 'lset atth wya hcpnu oru. .

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