A letter from Apr 25, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Happy 18th birthday. I'm 15 and I just want to know if it gets better? It's a Tuesday Evening I feel sick and I want to end everything but I can't for the sake of Allah, please I'm begging you to stay on the path of Allah. I honestly hope you doing well. I hope Allah protects you and looks after you I hope he never let's you down and make all th good duas made by you and for you be accepted. I hope you on stuck on boys and and actually know what you wanna do w your life. I make dua that you are content with the blessings of Allah. I hope mommy and daddy are good as I worry about the everyday 💕 I hope your step mother isn't a pain in the ask anymore and make dua that your cousins children grow up wonderfully. I just make dua that your life hasn't gone astray and that you are trying to get closer to Allah. I hope you still have your 'Seed' and are waiting for marriage. Please don't waste your time chasing boys because you need to focus on your future. I hope it gets better I hope your pain and fears are resolved I hope that Allah puts contentment in your heart cause I cannot wait for the day where we look back and can just laugh. I love you and I'm so proud of you