A letter from Mar 28, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Mar 28, 2023 I know this will probably mean nothing to you or it will go to the pile of unchecked emails, but i feel like i need to check in. This is 15 year old me btw. I really, really hope we made it. I hope YOU made it out of that place. I hope you stopped having suicidal thoughts. I hope that maybe you feel better, think better. I hope your mental health got the attention it deserved and really needed. Maybe hearing this will hurt you, but i have to know- Did we get in a good college, somewhere away from home? Does that college have a really good art program? Did we lose weight, at all?? Did more people abandon us? Did your family finally accept you as an artist? Do they know you also like girls? Did you get kicked out? Did you finally learn to play piano or guitar? How many languages do you know? Did i pass high school? Do we still want to be a art director? Did you finish your book? Did you love the new room, or new house? Did you ever go to England? Did your art skills get better? Did you watch stranger things 5? Did you love it? Did you finally learn not to trust people, to stay away from them? Did you get more hurt or somehow healed? Did you discover some illness you have? Do you have a good relationship with your family? Is Billie Eilish still your favorite singer? Did some important people discover your art skills? Did you ever get in a fight, and won? Did you manage to get your grades up? Did you ever hurt yourself? Are you alive….?