A letter from Jan 01, 2023

Peaceful right?

PAGE 365 OF 365! hi, it's me (again)! how's your 2023, huh? i hope you get more happiness this year :) more social life, more money, more smile, and less pain :) 9 days ago, i prayed that in 2023, i'll be brave, strong, confident, optimist, productive, and glow up. but, today, i feel like i'm given up... i don't deserve that kind of good things in my life... bcuz i'm lazy and it's like impossible, and just... it's impossible. but on the other hand, i wish i could do it. i can be better in the future. let's talking about your social life. so, are you finally active in instagram? or still not download that app? are you finally have more friends? hang out with them? take a lot pictures and vlogs? you MUST to do that. everyone be like, my 2023 went blah blah blah, yeah you should follow the trend sometimes. let's talking about your school! uh, how's school? the teachers? and your boring friends? idk what i wnt to ask you... em, are your exam's good? you have good result? tell me! and, is that S and N still the bestest one? LOL. Ah about the S and N... let's talking about the other S and N... so, who? who the one you choose? HAHA LAST TIME I REMEMBER THAT YOU ALMOST FALL FOR ONE OF THEM! or, anybody else??????? okay, stop making that face. we're serious now. how's ur fam? they're still alive? are you finally moving to grandma's 🏠? i hope you do. today is my 2nd in this house after D, and i'm stress!!!!!! idk how you feel if you still there in like 3 years.... hm, about yourself.... how about your health? mental and physical health? are you okayyy?????? how's ur asthma and bronchitis? how's yr acnes? don't say that i'm triggering you... i hope your face get better :/ and, the insecurity... HUUUH I HATE TALKING ABOUT THIS, BUT, I HOPE YOU FEEL MORE CONFIDENT THIS YEAR. YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING! thank to yourself. you are very strong.

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Hey, sorry that I just read this. And I will reply to this letter today (Feb 09 '24)

Okay, how was my 2023? It went by fast and exhausting. :)...

Idd i os spe?ipsahn idfn hae,y i nithk.
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Olinucc reom nad areyerstc suedntt emebac linytef!edi ef?il osiacl i the edojin eth. Soc"ial mhuc fe"il w,wo ehre so.
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Tnihk ermo i n?oyem. . . Grtih igknowr now no? otn 'mi. Tno dna ta thriee yralle gnsiva doog. Hhaa ssiganv zreo ctnocau is ta my.
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Mroe y,es donig it mi' si?lsme. A nwo ym otl hspoto elssmi of ehav. . . Of and htat 'im pdoru.
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Lod elss ha, i?anp msea.
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Ahtt today, up zinlass,e oyu i tlsil essne ,ielafur vene inutl inivgg of dna wko,n efel. Lsayaw yrt ont ot eivg ubt pu i. To etergr in het i wtna ti den 'nodt.
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My ilfe soialc ts'le oka,y tobau atkl. Civaet i'm but icvate he,ya no,w ttah ton arnagstim qiuet no. Kcech stain jtsu tuo illts esr'fdni yraler i t,i erssoit ot npoe. Make seom i yes, ddi clytaaul lew,l ubt tlo ovs?gl :) ,adn teeeldd a ogt fo.
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Ilathrg, uatob ochols. . . Oclsoh the. . . Hgu. Whti nlaog earcthe my teg mees secsamslta ot asr?hcete het my tcn'a. Keli amtaselcss erven tihs i htesarec dan einadgmi nivagh. Lal so mael ehry'et. Ot twih ppeoel imtda salt ym male is yera eaht i lifedl ahtt. It ym repv?moi it h,yae keli mssee ddi gdresa. Utb mbdu i lfee tslil.
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Nimeetdon i touba ouy otgrfo and atth ?n?? n s is who. Medov aehy ,s abuto ,utb i on. Oedbygo s.
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Ym ,hhaa old tboau fiml?ay msea. Lcispea nhignot. Llsit cukst dtuspi uhoes iths ni i'm. Ym xermeet a'grsnadm esebauc my eohsu teh riyan sonsae asagdm'rn and, esh?ou cewedrk fo got.
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Boatu my metlna edsrtsse uto ?atelhh i'm yrleal. Agngaimn of het gereny tedtnsu rqueeirs tol a ccoulin. Enrgye my si sh,ytnleo ddetlpee nad.
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I'm palishcy lyaz tlisl to secerixe ,ah h?thlea. Xersieec tellti adme i fi 'ist jtsu ntoroueisl ot a enve arryeu,lgl a b,tu. To laso eyevr run i ekeenwd doewv. Hcum, slat ubt not re,ya thg?ri trebte ntah.
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Bauto ym naec. . . Rea roem won ehrte mlepsip llew, no. Ear sdeemcnoo edstihehaw ytpenl b,ut nad iltls lcdeos. Laylre abd look ecaf maesk hwat hs'tat ym. Hu, i feel sineucer. . . Aeyr rfo i feca nhecga a my a tuhghto udwol bgi amek. (: my ubt kame adn (: niolgwg lifade i kloo hytelha sillt i nda yulg to eafc elef.
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Eefl oogd nwo enws u,tb i eys, more tnndcofie het i,s.
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Fro lteagfur ellayr tsih tso,enlyh rtetel iecngvier m'i. Knath o!yu.