things u said about michelle/things michelle said about you.

Dear FutureMe, what you said about michelle she's got unconditional love for me, she believes in me. more than i belive in myself, she's got this really funny sarcastic sense of humor what michelle said about you. i should have been doing the things i enjoyed doing, like rock climbing and reading and writing.. instead i was there all the time, and made myself dependent on him when i shouldn't have been and really didn't want to be. more than anything, i love just talking to him. about everything, anything. i love that one night of drinking led to a two-hour detailed conversation about the most intricate workings of his computer. he's so patient, not just with me, but with everyone around him. i love that he's incredibly silly, that sometimes he affects an accent (even though half the time i can't understand what he's saying). i love that he is into all kinds of different things, like anime and computer games and movies and electronic stuff, i love that he learns things so quickly, that he's an incredibly hard worker and sees things through until the end. he's got a different view on spirituality than anyone i've ever met, and i not only find it refreshing but am finding ways that i agree with him on certain things. i love that for a lot of the things he introduces to me, i can find something i truly enjoy about them, even if i normally wouldn't have given them a second glance. i love that he has a great family, that he's close with his brother, and has awesome friends. i love that he's been so willing to do things with me, even though i didn't give him nearly enough credit for doing so. i love that he still likes to party, even if it's low-key. i love that he's generous, and seems to be happy with himself. that he knows what he wants from his life (at least for the most part). i love that we would leave our apartment on a whim to go see a car accident. i love that he's adventurous and gave up a lot of things to move across the country with me. every day i find more things that i love about him... and this list is partial, incomplete. i could go on forever. i worry a bit that my current (butterfly stomach) state is preventing me from expressing myself as clearly and completely as i think i need to. i love that we're able to have rational, logical conversations about things instead of yelling and screaming... that's huge. and again, it's something i started to slip on... but i'm so comfortable with telling him things, and we connected so well in the communication department for so long. i sent this to your future because you are a good friend. i hope you look back at this and give her a call. maybe you will be married. sandy