One year has passed

Dear FutureMe, Well, It's one year. Aiden is beautiful, almost 9 months. Today, he was laughing in the morning and looked so cute in his soccer sweatshirt. I worked at UI from 8:30 -6:00. Nothing too interesting, got a lot done, felt good. Not happy that I may have to go to NV for business on my bday. My 30th. Oy. You're probably thinking 31 now. Talked to Stevo about employment plans.......again. Got home and Aiden had a smile waiting for me. He ate a bit too fast and puked up his carrots, yum. Luckily he finished the rest afterwards. After spraying down Aiden's clothes, we played on his piano doggy and I bit his little toes. Bath time, oh so fun. Chowing on his little walrus, he didn't want to let go. Sleepy time. Now dad gets to eat, a taco and Corona. Stupid fight with KRB, as usual. Finally redeemed that dining dough. We are supposed to go to MI tomorrow for the weekend to mourn KRB's gma. I don't think I will go. I am sick of it. She is nuts and I am an idiot for sticking around. Is that selfish? No. She has ripped out my inerds chewed them up, stomped on them and spit them out. I am no longer the person I was, but I will return to my sanity and the love inside me will shine once again. Aiden is such a sweetheart. I am sorry for him having to deal with her later on when he does not do what she wants, the way she wants it and when she says. Buy now you should be free from the craziness, I hope. Please. Please. Please. Aiden deserves a dad who is not mad at his mom for being....whatever she is. Come on, Dima, find those testicles. You know you have them. Go talk to JL, mr. father's rights. Do the right thing. Take back your own life and stop bitching. Aiden will thank you and you will not miss a thing as you won't leave his side. No one can take him away. Right? Motivation....it could be pretty cool. Come on. One year wiser, huh? Who are your friends? Where is your family? That's right. I knew I could do it. Isn't this great? Your life has taken new meaning, like never before. Buy another building, now is the time. Grow your mind. Take care of yourself. RUN! Pump that iron. Call hoy to motivate you. Use your friends to motivate you. You need them, the love. Yes. It feels good to do something good for someone again and be appreciated. It's just nice. Grow your mind, your career. So much ahead. How's work. Almost time for that raise????? Work it. Try that ebay thing. Just try it. Are you signing with Aiden? How big and cute is he now? Check out the pics from 3/06. Remember me Dad? MBA-anything? DePaul or anywhere? Come on. Ok, at least you still have a job. Love, Dima