A letter from Nov 14, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, how’s life going? are you feeling happier with yourself?❤️‍🩹 have you stopped smoking yet lol? did you learn how to roll a blunt properly? how was ur a-level results?!!!!!!! what uni are you going to and how is it? i hope you reconciled with Maggie bc i don’t have the strength to apologise to her when im so angry atm. are you still in contact with the ogs? yk i can’t imagine separating from M (it’s been 10 years since she’s become my bestfriend!!). but how is L, is she healthy and happy now? ➡️if not in contact (☹️) have you made any new friends in uni? its hard for me in college to become close to people when no-one has the same timetable as you? did you ever manage to keep my room clean and stop procrastinating? do you have a new job? do you still model? i hope you have built up your confidence and learnt to walk in heals! did you ever get the adhd diagnosis? it’s been 2 years for me ugh. also please play piano again pls pls pick it back up. xoxo past girl

Epilogue

about 20 hours later

hey baby me,

I am currently writing this unemployed, living off student loan and having failed first year.
You were so right on about that ADHD diagnosis girl so no...

To erft need. E’htanv oerlp-rl to pdsptoe avhe how ksnigom i ralnte no tbu i. Lva-lee lrssuet ilwl nui reamtt egt wyanay **** tbu ciehco t’osnde yuo yrou srtfi weer ti iotn bc. Rhad woh bueaces si otn ot takree by ti ot oesucr to oot eud gailsrnei hot own veah no uory teg oryu ccyko you lliw tnd’o teg. .
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Uyo ot eusd rbngi eevrn dame oortcmf sa erloicnec msis hte you pfidihrnes hse ilwl oreftf esh nad vnree lcoyconiaasl an ihtw eth iagmeg ckab tbu. Ayko tankh ertpyt the is yuo nloy l !ogd!!! m idchodolh tayhhle omrf in l won ’shatt cmhu hpypa tiwh ctotnca dan and eeppol saty rea tbu. Adem -tfiryeasr to are wne esftlamta hvea in inerdsf ouy ckylu in nyma dna so uin eavh chsu godo. .
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Baeb na uvnanwrieg inssadgoi het oomr smesy dan tiwh eth osmce btu oems sit’ iotrnaiartspcon oodg ekwse. Ehav gmdlleino i adngie mrof eiccnfnode i hcmu it so vaeh sptdpoe ubt.
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Iaheerv no is rvye teh ,enot ihaepspns fklcei. Ti hdar ni ipt )nr pndeieossr dan vgnlii ilwl bed in a infd scutk domrs egt oyu ni of tou hsti ntgwrii otmmseesi egt dbe (tuskc to of aet dna. Dna em lal a eikl in’st it dbneih nlyo with arn wto yte eryas telf my meti ottsofesp ahs nlgo flese mofr hddoilcho yaaw. Hhutgo cna up tmhe we lfli hemsowo. Emksa to like eefl het ueohss evom vaeh uory on hbot ts’i tsmesieom narpets illw a tbu ti ahtt nto rotso llwi cemo rlena oyu suheo adn uoy home. Nto lla our eggbde egt whsi eohugn money yver to ahdr asisgnv bwol i lliw igtth i uoy dan fo.
P. S. Soeht erdhar emoc htey rae a inpao etillt stlil no lfyusero geb ety ot sleonss.
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Wulaf cakb dan igh(clnosu hdlo uyor neve rsearghtit uoy give up atgtrihs ******* p)ain akcb uryo adeh lilw.
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Rilg euutfr oxxo.

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