A letter from January 9th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey buddy *** I can’t believe it’s gonna be 5 years till I get this back from me😂... hey I want u to keep ur head up no matter what your going through remember who u have. Always look up on mom. I love her man she’s always there for me I hope things don’t change in 5 years ima graduate in 3 years I hope we do. I wanna have a good job so if u don’t get ur *** up and ******* work there’s no time to waste if I go homeless or sum **** u gotta think look for a job anything u gotta never give up on me if I believe in u. Always keep ur head up man. I feel like dad is a piece of **** but hey I think he’s the best dad he might not like the way I am now but I hope we have a really good relationship I hope he has the best life for now. Hey I dad if I’m telling u this in 5 years I love you. Like for real. Please don’t hurt mom I love so much u don’t know in how much pain I was when u would cheat/talk to other woman. Hey now back to you junior we are gonna talk about each person in your life right now that is important to you. That was dad, now goes mom. (Mom🤰🏼❤️) : Mama come te quiero te lo digo En español Por que horita No se si sabes hablar en ingles espero que si mami. Mom thank you for caring about me So much I love you you’ve been there for me every time you always tried to keep me outta trouble right now Ik I’m still young but I hope we have this relationship to me mom ur everything you brought me to this world sometimes I thought of doing horrible thing but every time u asked me about how my days and that I got very very happy things like that I liked a lot mom I know I was a male but little things matter like that I always imagine our family having us time and playing Monopoly or chest or going to the park together. I loved does things I would never change anything in my life to make does memorable memories disappear. Hey mom ur the best thing in the world for me❤️. Forever and ever even in the after life I wanna love you. You’re the most beautiful human in this planet For me. I would never replace you for anything. Mwah<3♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎. Fer(Hermano🥺❤️) Yo bro I love you. Like ong to me you’re the best brother we might not be close as much mentally we always had a good relationship. I thank you for so many memories. I appreciate you so much. You’ve always been a good example you’ve looked out for me for since we where young thank you I’m really sorry that I was not mature at a young age. I have so manny thing that I wanna type but the list just keeps going I love you man. I