A letter from Oct 19, 2022

Dear Future Me, It's June 13, 2025?? oh my god i can't really believe this.. Happy BTS 12th anniversary army baby ♡ How you doing nivi? My 20 year old self.. should I just talk in English? I guess yeah.. I didn't really have an exact reason( actually i did) to write this letter back then but still.. i wrote it lol.. How have you been all these years? I know it was tough. My 17 year old self wouldn't have known about what my 20 year old would be doing right now but I'm sure you'll be fine and happy.. am i right? Soo.. i didn't have an exact passion or dream back then cuz i just wanna be happy with whatever I'm doing. I hope my guess is right. You're really happy right? How's mom, dad? Are they proud of you? and sanju? She would be in 10th grade, oh my FVCKIN godd!!! So talking about the *main reason* why I'm writing this letter is.. i think you already guessed or maybe remembered it.. it's "BTS" yes my 7 babies🥺 i miss them ahh.. I know you are an army even now cause i believe that my love for bangtan is eternal.. I cried a lot when i saw the notice of BTS going to enlist to serve military but I'm really proud, you probably know the reason why.. It's June 13, 2025 ( your 4th year in this bora world) so.. I think everyone would've probably returned right? So how was those days without OT7? 2 years anniversary without all 7 of them would've been terrible right? So as an 20 year old student army i think it is tough to catch up with every update. But i still hope you are doing alright without feeling any burden or stress. I was not an adult when i wrote this letter so i really didn't know how it feels to be an adult. Did i join in the university where dad wanted me to study? I hope soo.. I guess it's the 3rd year for you in the college.. how are you studying? You better do well and get a good job and save money so I (you) can go to their concert some day.. I don't even know if you'll read this until the end.. may be you'll read?? This was the day when mom dad and I went to buy me a phone ( while writing this i was getting ready to go to the showroom, still didn't go to buy it) probably the one you are using and reading right now.. I'm very proud of you dear angel, REALLY proud. Don't doubt yourself okay? you can do it!! If you're facing any problems or issues don't give up you have to fight and succeed. I know these words wouldn't help but if it helps in any way I'll be happy. I'm always insecure about my body so I'm in diet right now, but i hope the future you will be happy without having any of these insecurities.. please don't cry alone at nights thinking about the future or about yourself okay? Everything will be alright. You have BTS with you until the end.... Right?? If all 7 of them returned from the military then may be we would get many contents today.. enjoy well and be happy. Just like BTS said the best is yet to come. I think the song became an old one lol cuz it's 2025 but it'll forever remain in our hearts. Jin would've released his single "The Astronaut" and other members also would've released their solo album. I'm excited to listen them soon.. you are lucky lol you already listened to it. Oops i gotta go now I'll come back and continue this ok? It's 2:50 pm now It's 3:08 pm now Wait wait don't think that i came back soon when irl i didn't even go because of rain😭😭 why is my life like this??? It's been a while since we had rains and all of a sudden now?? WHY ONLY NOW?? Ok calm down nivi.. I'll just continue Hmm where was I? yes about the new songs.. in these 2 years many songs would've been released i wanna listen to them soon AHHHHH Wait this AAAHHHH made me remember jikook!!!!!!!!! how are they now?? are they a couple now? Lol sorry my bad 🤣 BANGTAN SONYEONDAN!!!! OHOHHHOOO And hey!!! how's your korean now? I think it's more better than me cause it's been 2 years lmao. You would've probably learnt it. I'm envious cuz you saw them grow up right before your eyes for 4 years, so I'm just curious like how do you feel? And if they had returned from the military, how did you react to that? Did you jump off the cliff or something like that? LMAOO Did they do well? Are they fine and healthy? I hope they really are and...🤔 i guess it's enough lol i wrote a really long one. You remember the jikook fanfiction i wrote ?? Did you ever re-read it ? You'll probably be cringed at my grammar 😭 How's the jikook account huh? Are you still having it? Then I'm really proud of you! If you ever thought of closing it please don't okay? May be... bts will get married soon after they come from military or idk.. let's see.. if jikook are really a thing or was it just our assumptions. Okay then.. gotta really go now.. it's raining still😭 I love rain so much but this time i hate it like really why now??😭 I want to go and buy my new phone😭 Ok ok enough nivi.. the future me would've probably been busy i shouldn't disturb you. TAKE CARE BUB🥰 BE HAPPY AND GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING YOU ARE HAVING NOW GOT IT? I love you nahh.. borahae 💜💜 It's 10:36 pm rn I got my new phone and **** it's soooo good. I'm typing from my new phone which will become an old one when you read this 🤭 Ok good night bub (I'm not going to sleep now lol)😜