A letter from Sep 29, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey Cam/Beth. It's your 13 year old self! Do you still go by Cam? Sorry if you don't! Your 14 now I gotta know. How far are you in our book? Did Locked(our book) work out? HAVE YOU ACTUALLY PUBLISHED A BOOK?! Sorry, but we need this to work out. If you quit our future plan to become an author then this is your reminder to WAKE THE F UP! Are you still playing Genshin? Is your online persona still Coffee? Are you still addicted to horror? Are you still anondumbname on tiktok? Are you still alive? I'm sorry to ask but... are you still self conscious? Are you still friends with Gracie, Miles, AJ, Lyla, and Avan even though you moved over the summer? Do you have that fluffy white dog yet? Is he/she your shoulder to cry on(since our parents don't care)? I love you, but I don't think I'll ever get this... If no I'm sorry I ****** us. Nobody cares(no matter how many times Kaiden or Landon or Desiree asks me to marry them-) or at least not enough people. Those boys(and Desiree) who tease us are dirty liars. Besides... we are a mess. We are suicidal sociopaths. We literally dream of ********* our parents and burning the house down with ourselves in it. We are not ok. I need to put a stop to this. After christmas. Goodbye...

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Hey. Oh my God... I'm 15. Let me answer a bit.

No, we don't go by...

Mca. Amen si temmet oru. .
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Ecodlk idea and ni uiqt we olst.
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No, toincfifna tecpxe avh'ten hbeusdpli we ingtnyha. .
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Oru i ownk si hatw plna ton'd. Houthg loduw ,mveo ot veol i.
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Ensgh,in iwhel enioln es,y dna ucfseif lliw yhlcetlcian crnemsyeios lypagni otnd' sa,pnoer heav ew na lstli wr'ee. .
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Zig!naam 'lli velo it orhror swaayl si. .
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Was eoundnmmna'a'b yb no, koktti ruo su delteed. (!ww)o ahs ctoncau ruo rrutecn 00,02 lefloswor is osrethiiesedrt,th ihhwc.
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We are lveai, ilosubyov.
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Ays do i iths owh. . . Uro seelpdl ,us tasl kiel our dna rfedisn sr,mmeu a fneidr a,kayel won si rioens nyol noyl rdewily dname ttah addbnaeon.
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Dneam odg :( oswbnall no.
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Katl uro wodn uhoes otbau e,ezj uginnrb. . . Ehous oru ifer it and eeplpo ahgctu ddi we ktinh. I kwno. . . Etrgsan. .
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Altyalcu ew ddi tttempa. Tbu liboovysu. . . Wkor it'ndd ti. Swa carss heva we saecueb tno'd it lpisl loas. !oohwoo.