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dear future bob, its your birthday, so i guess a happy birthday is in order. Happy Birthday ^-^. You sent lauren an email via this site for today as well, do you remmeber that? How are things going with her? You know she was the best thing that ever happened to you. If you did something stupid, try and get her back because without her I know youll be miserable. No, dont question me, just do it. You love her. what could mean more? I wonder how your education went... I wonder if your parents are still driving you fucking crazy... The big wonder, are you happy? regardless, i hope you know that things will be okay. If Lauren has discovered she can do better, and there is no way to get her back, be happy for her. Be happy that she has moved on. I should need to remind you but that first time you loved her, you defined it as wanted the best for her and wanting her happy even if that didnt involve you. its still true. look back, remember the good times, make sure you talk to old friends, tim especially. you guys drifted and thats not cool. keep in touch with as many ppl as you can. and as lauren would say "just breathe" and make sure you smile man. take it easy bob