A letter from Aug 13, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Happy birthday! You are 18 now.. you have reached the milestone you have made for yourself since you were 14! How was the rest of high school like? currently i’m sophomore as of right now. You would have graduated by now and by the way how was that?! I hope that you are still friends with Maria, Taty, Christy, Manny, Joseph, Jade, Jana, and Jason.. If not why? what happened? Im going to be mad if you or one of them unfriended us… moving on from that how is technology and life in general like living in 2025? I wonder if you still have that iphone 7 and 4 we found! Have we made to college 🫣?? I hope so! I hope we’re still playing the flute and did band all 4 years of high school. It’s something I love even tho i don’t show it. I hope we are living on our own with our own car and an apartment in Florida or even Georgia I say all the time how I always wanted to go back so did we? Next up I wanna talk about if you have found the love of our life yet? I am dreading on that moment as we speak, so just want to know if we found that somebody. You know loves us. We love them. They care for us we care for each other type you know. Boy or girl? just curious. I know for us typically we go for boys but I still really like the idea of women I mean who doesn’t. I just hope we at least dated someone before we’re getting this and I hope i’m not single by then. 🤧 As of right now i’m currently with Kiki and just wanted to ask how’s our sister and Momma doing? Has Mama finally found someone she married? I hope so she’s always talking about it. I want her to be happy. Also have we really like REALLY took in all the hard work Mama does for us and Kiki..? I know I say I do but just wanted to know if you still feel the same way. How’s Nano doing? Does he still have that civic and do I still have that acura? Now something I really want to know. Are we still ariana grande fans? It’s something I don’t show or tell because I let other ppls opinion's get to me but besides that. Is she still doing music? Have we met her yet? Did she ever drop ag7🫣? Jk i know she did. If you stopped listening to her or stopped being a fan of her i’m ********* you even tho that’s mot even possible. This letter is a mess but I don’t care I just want to get everything that I have in my mind. Now this is the serous type ****. You already know that as of right now we have certain thoughts and images that just scare the hell out of us. I just want to know if we still have those? It’s getting pretty unhealthy atp and I keep avoiding it. I spend the time at school to drift off and forget about it.. but once at home it’s something I think of all time. I want to know if the past has caught up to us. I wonder how dealing with that was like. I hope you’re doing good even tho i’ve said that a bunch of times. I just really need help and don’t know how to ask so this is my therapy basically. I will be writing more letters obviously but yeah. In all seriousness I hope you’re doing well I really wanted to make this because I want something to look back on. I wanna make ones every year but make it more simpler. I want this to be the big one type **** and I just wanted to say you’re amazing. You’re beautiful. I hope you’ve come to that realization.. I haven’t but that’s not stopping me.. us from thinking that. Show this to anyone really it’s something cool I just found out on tiktok… Is tiktok still even a thing? I know instagram will be. Idk about snapchat though tbh.. See you in 4 years future me 🫣