A letter from Jul 17, 2022

Dear FutureMe, So.... How's it going? I've though about what I'll write down for a while now, but for some reason I don't know how to start... How about... Oh! Let's start with this. Are you still a fujoshi?! It's legit the very first thing that we've decided for ourselves, to like boys being ***. True its weird, but it's a guilty pleasure of ours. And I swear to god, if your going to tell me that it's just a phase and that you've gotten over it, I am going to make a time machine, travel to your timeline and **** you myself...Does that count as suicide? Another thing. How's you and mom doing? Right at this moment, I hate her. I hate her like how every teenager hates their parents. I hate her to the point that I'd consider moving out or dorm in school... Have you two gotten better? Did our love-hate relationship finally end? I was wondering, by this time, did we finally go to a psychiatrist? I mean, we've always told mom to get us a therapist 'cus we've been different ever since quarantine, but she've always ignored us. Did you finally get one, or did you still stay silent like what I'm doing right now?... You probably haven't, ill even bet on it. When this e-mail reaches you, and you do have a psychiatrist, I want you to burn one of our Pisay learning books. We've always wanted to do that right? You can choose which one of the two, I just want one of those practice exam books gone. You still playing IDV? We did somthing stupid and exchange IDV and Genshin Impact simultaneously cus our phone storage is too low. Did you get a new phone to fix that? Can you finally kite good? Has Aleah stop staring at us for getting terrorshocked? Does Kristle finally play with us? Do we do a 3 way call while playing now? Do you still main Hastur or did your really change to a Wu Chang main? Your good at using Perfumer now right? Hey! You still play genshin right? YOU BETTER STILL BE! It was one of the things that kept as humane and alive during quarantine! You still main Kaeya right? You better. If ever you did change to another main, you should be guilty and ashamed of yourself. How dare you replace our Pavo Ocellus, our Cryo King, our Crystal gem...did you finally buid Diluc? By the time this reaches you, you better have. Diluc needs to be beside our Kaeya and protect him, we promised to reunite them ourselves right? You better have already. How about Diona, Chongyun, Zhongli, and Xiao? Have you built them yet? You promised to Aleah that you will. You better have, or is already starting to! Is Razor and Gorou finally hitting huge numbers?... Speaking of Aleah, are you still friends with her?... Have you confessed to her?... I bet you haven't yet you wuss, if you did, then burn the other Pisay practice book! Hehehe... How about Kristle? Are we still a group of three? Has face to face classes finally started? Did things go out for the better?... Are we finally feeling happy? Can we finally sleep properly... Goddamnit, I have so many questions and I'm pretty sure that you won't even manage to answer me 'cus I'm from the past... ... Hey, when you finished reading this letter, I want you to do something. Write me back will ya? Write to your past self back... I know, it's stupid, but for imaginations sake. Reply to my questions in a letter and burn them, as if your sending the past your reply.... That would be nice right?... Hey... I don't know whatever you might be going through right now, but I hope your doing alright. Don't die on us okay? Don't you dare die before this letter reaches you. I am hoping that you have finally set your life straight, do your reqs on time, finally write fanfiction, is doing animations of said fanfiction, is doing better at arts, is finally doing journaling... I have such high expectations... But its okay if your not, just don't die before this reaches you. ...It must be sad reading this letter huh? Giving you bad memories and ****... hey... I'm proud of you future me. Whatever small achievements you've made, you're doing great. Just know that in another year, you'll be receiving another email from the you right now, and you'll feel nostalgia again. They'll be expecting a reply too, so burn a letter for them as well. So you better still be alive when that letter comes... Okay! You better reply!... Goodbye for now then, see you in a year...