A letter from Jul 15, 2022

Dear FutureMe, it's my last week of year 10, oh how time flies. I'm doing terrible, upset, suicidal, and depressed. i really need my adhd diagnosis. i'm breaking down. c*s is stuck on my mind all the time. i got my report back. i got all 8s and 9s apart from a 7 in german and chem. wonderful grades if you ask me, but im not sure ill be able to sustain myself till university. i want to study physics and philosophy at university. oxford university. if i get my adhd meds, i think i can do it. life is stressful. im tired of pretending to be religious around my parents when im a bisexual atheist. im hating myself a lot and izzy called me ugly lol. i really hope i get somewhere in life because i think i have a lot of potential and i hope i start that art business. i hope to afford a nose job one day. i hope i get better. i hope i dont relapse into anorexia. goodbye :)