A letter from Jul 15, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hi! this is your 15-year-old self speaking, I have many plans for you just in case you smacked your head on our gigantic wooden cabinet and got amnesia again. First, you're studying law and if not then meh too bad, it's HARD HARD but what's harder is not going to be able to turn back time to rewind this thing. Being a lawyer is a privilege and your children will have the best life. I KNOW YOU'RE GETTING BROKE WHO TF DOES NOT??? Anyways, 2nd is to re-stan treasure because I know you left Teu-land when there is an announcement of member(s) leaving. It's not the same I know, today is a tough day since Mashiho and Ye*** are not going to participate in any group activities this year, what more if someone left? Have you been to one of their concerts? Of course not, no one will take you there. July 29 is the most bittersweet day as a Teume. 3rd, go do journaling again my sis, or at least do some deco? remember when you made a minimalist 'like Sampaguita' journal kit? I don't have customers yet hehe. Kidding aside, I know all of these are not gonna happen at all, It's okay. It's okay, I guess? You got a hard time applying for scholarships that you ended up in a crappy unpopular school. AT LEAST NOT??? I WISH. Naalala mo pa ba mga panahaong obsessed ka sa OC story mo HAHAHAHA I think it made you cringe a bit noh. My past me is a happy kid, sometimes i'm happier now, alam ko medyo nahihirapan ka, nagaway nnman ba sila? are we still complete? mabigat sa pakiram*** imaging matanda noh young tipong parang gusto mo na bumalik sa umpisa. wala na tayong magagawa eh. Please Please prove to me that this letter composes of false assumptions please. Sana makamit mo pangarap mo na magka sariling room, iPhone 13 at yung art things hehe. Wag ka den siguro mag boypren boypren. Tiba ipinangako mo sa sarili mo na di ka magboboypren hanggang di ka pa fully stable at contented sa life mo as an adult? Please gawin mo, wag ka gumaya sa iba, kailangan mo muna kunin and pangarap mo and then pag nagfail edi wag ka na mag asawa. BEH mahirap ang buhay ngayon please wag mo na idamay yung anak mo please. Wag ka rin papasok sa bar na nauuhaw or magtiwala sa mga kasama mo esp mga lalake. Magaling sila magmanipula kaya ang gawin mo ikaw mismo magmanipula WAHAHAHAH. Ayoko ren lumayo ka sakanya, wag naman sana? magaling mang brainwash mga tao ngayon, idadamay ka sa mga problems nila. Happy adult life my bestie! enjoy your life ha wag muna mag jokjok (konti lang heheh) until fully stable ha? Hatdog. -love, your 15 year old self