A letter from Jul 10, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Happy 25th birthday. Time flies wow, look at you.Oh man where do I start. I’m writing this and it is the 10th of July 2022, 5 days until you turn 20. Life is really kicking my *** right now, nothing seems to be working out but you know there’s still hope.I’m still waiting to go back to school to finish those 3 modules I failed so I can go to my dream university. I feel like I’m so behind with life right now, all of my friends are in university and I’m here. I feel like no one’s proud of me & that no one sees that’s I’m trying. I really see no purpose in living, life’s so hard , I’m tired. I’m confused but hopefully I can get through this . I’m hoping this letter finds you in a very good space in your life. I hope you happy , I hope you have found yourself & followed your dreams. I hope you good financially, physically & emotionally. Did you become a model ? Did you finally find what you really love ? Are you working?Did you find your husband? Are you married? Even if you haven’t it’s fine, I’m proud of you. I’m hoping you enjoying your 20s, it has always been a desire & a dream for you. Keep shining, I love you & happy birthday.