A letter from Jun 27, 2022

Dear FutureMe, You are probably in a much better head space when you are reading this, I'll only speak to you about what's going on right now in my life. I'm at a very hectic time in my university career. Today is the first day of the second semester of my year 3. I am starting to worry about my internship as well, I am very anxious even though I feel like I'm over worrying about things. I am still worried about the first-semester grade I hope I did well. It feels like a massive wall is ahead of me however I find solace in the fact that I completed most of my degree. Life is a blur when looking back at it but at the moment it feels like forever, this is probably because things are very monotonous in my life because this is the third year of my uni and my third year stuck home. It feels like my social skills have deteriorated considerably, now I no longer seek social acceptance from people like I used to, and becoming close friends with others is no longer something I want unlike in the past. My friends used to joke about me being antisocial but I guess I really became that.