A letter from Jun 24, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hey how are you? i hope you are doing really well right now. how's life going? how's college? i really hope everything is figured out yeah. because just so you know this past few week was really hard. i hope you survived all of this ****, doing the right thing and handle it like a real man. Today 25/06/2022, and the past few weeks you were really low by your own self. yeah, you're that strong, really strong. well yess of course you did some stupid regrettable decision, but it's okay it's in the past now, forget about it, learn from it. how are you with the blue-haired little **** you've been dealing in this time era? you guys friends now? or just keeping it this way? and how are you with jihan? are you still together fighting through all of the **** you guys are facing? or you guys have split up into two and have a life for each other? because you in this era really really love that girl, and whatever decision you have taken i hope is the best for you. college fine right? you graduated yet? whatever happen, keep doing the best for your self bro. prove everyone that you are strong. are you still smoking? hahaha remember when you are still in the elementary and junior high that you say you would never smoke right? lmao life did change doesn't it? and how's alcohol? are you still drinking? because you in the time era like right now in this every moment haven't drink for a quite long time, it's pretty impressive to be honest i hope you can stop drinking and smoking because it's not good for you, i know you have a bright future awaits for you. how's our friends? you still ride along with them? you still like automotive right? hahaha. once again, whatever happened i hope it's all the best for both of us. oh yea, one more thing, how's your shoulder? is it good now? can you lift weight? remember right? from the crash that night, kinda change our life to be honest. but yeah, it is what it is. you know, i think that's all i can say for now. i all i wanted for you to remember is, you're strong. way stronger than you think. whatever happens it is what it is. and don't do stupid things like you used to, not the fun stupid things but the bad stupid things, stop it, it's not worth it. keep on going with your life because whatever happened time will always goes on. keep up the good work. stay humble, stay being your self, do kind stuff to people around you, look out for them, care for them. **** i almost forgot, who's the very kind and beautiful girl you with right now? does she makes you happy? i really hope so because you really been through a lot, like, A LOT. so whoever she is tell her thank you for accepting you, say that i love her too... because like, i'm you so it's like.... you know, you being weird or anything but time is pretty weird in this message. anyway, i really really love her!! tell her to stay with you frorever AHAHAHA. it's kinda weird huh? a 19 years old talking like this to a... 22? 23? i don't know, only time will know. that's it, off i go. lastly, tell mom and dad i love them, i love them so much, they really means everything for me right i really lucky to be their son. goodbye me, love, your stupid younger self.