A letter from Jun 22, 2022

Dear FutureMe, PLAY SANCTUARY BY JOJI IN BACKGROUND WHILE READING THIS yo wassup lol, hope u been doing well and if not i hope it gets better for you. Also happy early birthday :) you're about to turn 21 in almost 2 weeks lessgooo i hope u arent like me anymore and actually celebrates bday by going out with ur friends and having fun :D and if not dont worry lol im sure future us will definitely learn how to enjoy himself more. i also know that you start feeling really sad around this time cuz of the whole birthday thing, watching everyone getting the feeling of being special on their bdays really made you envy them huh. heck even i cant remember the last time i celebrated mine. i hope u atleast get wishes from dad and mom. BUT i really want u to be different this year and actually just go outside to have a fun time. I DONT CARE if its only you. JUST GO. life is short, be sure to enjoy it to the fullest :) for me ive been depressed and mentally unstable for many months now and im starting to get suicidal thoughts which im not really fond of lol. ive been skipping my classes too much and my sleep schedule is also ****** up. i feel terrible.Everything going around me has made me feel so... lonely. I ruined our teenage and i dont want u to do the same thing to our adulthood. Also sorry if u felt left out or got the pity feeling on urself when others were talking about their teenage stories. bet u dont have anything else to say other than that you were in your room alone with no friends or family for almost every year. OKOKOKOK FINE FINE LETS LEAVE THE DEPRESSING THINGS ASIDE HEH soooooooo...keeping that aside. DO.YOU.HAVE.A.GF SHEEEESHHSHEEESH or are u still a virgin loser 😭 GO GET SOME ******* MAN okokok jokes aside i really hope u found the love of ur life and if yes mf be sure to give her all the attention and love she needs trust me u dont wanna **** it up this time smh and i hope she gives back the same love and affection to you :) and makes u feel really special. At the same time if its one sided and you're the only one giving i....really think u should reconsider about staying with her lol. also if youre reading this with her rn HELLO MY FUTURE GF waddup babe be sure to take good care of him LMAO he can be really recklesss sometimes and btw a fun fact he's really into milfs and breastfeeding so he's prolly just waiting for the day u turn into a fine milf and yk LMDODOQWODFFINFok back to you Dhrubo. DID U HIT RADIANT BTW what games are u playing rn and have u gotten the dream pc setup of urs LMAO okok so enough of bs questions I really hope u got into a good college and moved out to a diff place poggers and be sure to be thankful towards people who have been with you through thick and thins. AND THE MOST IMPORTANT PART . start loving yourself man, not everything's ur fault. stop blaming urself for everything. just relax okay ?? i love you. thank you for reading all that and i hope youve become someone that ur past self could idealise cuz thats when yk u reallt won in life. Alright man thats it i hope u have a good birthday and take care of urself and everyone close to you. bye bye goodluck :) ALSO BE SURE TO SEND A LETTER TO UR FUTURE SELF TOO aah and if there's no one reading this rn then my mental health has prolly gotten worse to the point i decided to end it all. im sorry maa, baba. u deserved a better son.