A letter from Jun 21, 2022

Harry, this is me writing to you 3 years from now. i wonder if i still dont use caps or commas lmao. surely i dont. your really into juice wrld (fav artist) i really hope you havent stopped listening to him. id be *** for that man rn and i hope you would too when you get this. i hope my humor is still the same. it would really suck to have boring humor which dosent cross all lines of things that are ‘okay to say’. i have like no ******* money rn which isnt v cool but i am starting an apprenticeship soon. tbh accounting is never what i envisioned for myself but once im earning there hopefully ill be able to learn to love it. its like having a baby, at first ur like ew u have bare **** on u from mum and u cry a lot but then you learn to love it. ngl i dont think thats the same thing at all but oh well. i just realised what if i dont even have the same email anymore. that would be awkward. HOLY **** YOUR 20!! ******* OKD ******* BRUV. you can now legally do the **** u do illegally now, well some of it, some stuff is always illegal LOL. covid seems to have ****** off since no one rly talks about it anymore. obviously you still have the weirdos that wear masks in their car with no one around but theres always that ONE GUY. anyway, right now your really close with matt. closer than ever, you go and see him pretty much every weekend. BUT not only for him now, he finally let you speak to megan!! your probably long broken up with her since you are currently unable to stay tied down however i really hope your with her still because she’s amazing. helping her through her panic attacks and when she feels anxious is just the best feeling in the world. maybe shes the one? your starting your job / apprenticeship for BRADSHAW JOHNSON in like 12 days which is crazy. lifes been pretty ****** recently with dropping out of college and not really having that many friends anymore but this is a good chance for a fresh start. by the time you get this you’ll hopefully be halfway through your time there and in another 3 years from when you get this YOULL BE MAKING BIG BOY BUCKS AS AN ACCOUNTANT! the dream is still to be a musical artist however its really difficult. i practice vocals pretty much daily and use voice memos to record. sometimes it sounds good but majority of the time it sounds like im trying to copy an artist that’s already successful. i think the issue is i dont have or haven’t discovered my own sound so im trying to be like other people. i really wanna make it in this industry but its hard. ill keep trying and see if some magic comes about with loads of hard work and loads of luck. lily started her new school yesterday and now she wears some posh uniform, shes less annoying now and more bearable, even though i bought her mcdonalds yesterday and then she shouted at me today bc i had a tiny gummy worm of hers like um wtf. mum is great as usual, would like to spend more time with her but shes super close with lily at the moment. im gonna ask her if she wants to go out to wetherspoons soon just us two since we dont really do stuff together anymore. ill pay for it bc even though im technically unemployed rn i have sold my tiktok account for a lot of BREAD. shes just the best mum ever. dad is great as usual as well. hes now being strict with lily and less so with me so thats acc very cool. need to do something with him as well soon. i fear he always thinks hes done a bad job as a dad but he’s literally the best dad ever which might be biased but i dont really give a *******. nan and grandad are both alive which is cool i guess lmao. i really hope they are still alove when you get this. if not the joke ‘my nans dead’ isnt really funny anymore. i have my driving test on july 27th 2022 which is in just over a month. scared. paul (camerons dad) says im not ready but i think he says it more to scare me and make me want to be much better bc i feel like im a good driver. me and cameron havent really been speaking much recently and its due to the fact that hes giving all his energy to this girl thats no good for him. i think he knows she isnt any good for him bc of talks we’ve had where hes level headed but as soon as i leave him he goes right back to chasing her. hes my best friend though and i miss him. he inspires me every single day to be better and push myself just like he does. the plan before we got less close was to get an apartment together, i wonder if. that went ahead. overall, life isnt bad but it could be a lot better. when you get this im really hoping you’ve actually got your **** together. anyway im gonna go bc im v tired. it was good talking to you. Harry