A letter from Jun 14, 2022

Dear FutureMe, **** im reading all these uh, all these inspiratoinal things where their past self is like, "i hope you came out and have a huge house and are happy with a partner" like **** lmAO i just started berating you. well, it reflects how we are when little, ha. but i guess, here's to i hope. i hope you found your security in people from school, i hope you have more confidence to not constantly worry about how you look, i hope you become more open, i hope you're not filling yourself with unnecessary anxiety everyday. no you know what, speak it into existence. I'm glad you're enjoying your time at USC. I'm really happy for you, that you found your group of people throughout high school. I'm happy you found a partner that truly loves you and you love back. I'm happy to be what you once were. I'm happy that my 16 year old self did work that was worth it for 19 year old me. I'm happy for us. I hope to give you hope. Bc rn, I'm feeling down as a cucumber in the middle of July! Pfft cringe. I'm feeling really lost right now. I hope you found your way.