A letter from Jun 05, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hi Self! How are you doing? I am so annoyed and furious at the same time. Its 1:55 in the afternoon. There's no one I can talk to. I am so tired now but I can't sleep. Mama will going to wash the dishes later so she told me not to sleep. I just finished doing the laundry and I haven't had enough sleep last night because I did my video about our thesis defense in English. If I am not mistaken I did slept around 1 Am. This is so annoying. I also can't be able to watch some Kdrama because my phone is downstairs. I need to scan the QR code from my phone so I can proceed. Life is really annoying. I am planning to write back to Patricio (Arkito) But then again I'm so lazy to do that. What should I do? I don't want to stress you out. Speaking of stress, this semester is almost finished. Our English teacher had asked us to complete everything including our LAS (Learning Activity Sheet). I did mine yesterday and now Melissa is asking me to do her's. She asked me to help her out but that help literally means that I am doing it and she's just sending me the screenshot of the questionnaire. She's annoying. I said I am busy. Good thing she didn't asked me furthermore questions. I suggest her to search for the answer so she can see it right away. I did struggle answering it yesterday then she's just going to be easy on it because of me? Not to be selfish it's just that she always depends on me and will always made me do her quiz. Anyway, speaking of, she just chatted me saying 'Paps' I don't know what she needs but I guess it's because of that. How could I remove this toxic people in my life? I know that she oneday will leave me. I know it's soon as she gets back on her friends. But if she will, I hope she do it now so I stop struggling on her and release this burden. Its so heavy lifting myself then she adds up. I am carrying two people in my back. I really don't know what to do. I want to cut her off so I can do whatever I wanted but I can stand my messenger from popping ang popping because of those messages I get from her. Could I just move to another highschool? My classmates won't talk to me either. I believe it's a great choice. I hope I could but Mom won't allow it. The nearest public school aside from where I am studying was in another town. It will consume lots of money if I did commute. Anyway that's all for now. I don't want to be a burden to you. I just want you to know and look back, remember how hard life is so you won't be giving up as the tough times comes. Your past self @ 15