A letter from Apr 16th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, The date is currently april 16th 2022, its the day before easter and i stayed at memaws house all week because its spring break. Im in my 9th grade year and im about half a month away from taking my ap science test. Was the test difficult? Did i pass it? Did the study session with your friends ellie, makayla, bianca, valerie, and kayley help at all? its about to be summer soon and we just found out where we might be moving. its not set in stone yet because its just a prediction but we might be going to fort riley kanas. its right above texas which means well be in the middle of the usa and well get snow if we go there! the only bad thing about it is that its in tornado allie and im very afraid of tonados. im a little upset because ill be moving away from my friends who ive grown close with but by the time your reading this you most likely have new friends who you think you are very close to as well. my curent friends made jokes about calling me dorthy because we might be moving to kanas but i know it just cause there sad im moving away. at least i think it is. school is ok right now last semester i took english 1 honors and my teacher was mr torr and he was a great teacher. me and my friends bothered him alot but we had alot of fun there. we still bother him almost daily by going to his class in the mornings and before 2nd period and writing things on his board. he doesnt seem to mind though and even keeps what we write on his board. i also took math 2 which is a grade above where im supposed to be and she was by far my favorite math teacher she really did help to understand everything she was teaching and was a very visual teacher. i ended up bumping into her in the hallway on the way to the bus one day and i told her that she was by far my favorite math teacher and all that. i plan on going to standford law school as of right now. its in california and im hoping to still be in touch with makayla, ellie, and bianca at that point and to be able to go with makayla there but i dont know if thats where she wants to go to collage but i do think she said something about wanting to do law stuff. i dont know exactly where in the law stuff i want to do yet but i hope to find out! as i said were moving and that means were getting a new house! if we go to kanas they said we prob wont buy a house but that we would be living on post again. im a little dissapointed about that but over all its fine i just wont be able to paint my walls anything but thats ok i guess. im also excited for when we move because im 15 right now and once we move ill be 16 and instead of having a big party or anything because i dont think ill know anyone and also dont really like birthday partys. so instead ill be getting my room redone!!! ill be doing it in mostly browns, whites, and greens. because thats what i like. i also plan on getting alot of plants! im trying to apply for jobs right now but even mc donalds wont hire=[ its a little sad but what can you do ya know. im still trying tho because i really do need money because ya gurl broke. im doing pretty good on doing my art **** right now and i know by the time you read this your gonna be like "omg how did i even think this was good" but i think im doing good right now! ive hit a little bit of art block right now but im studying anatomy in the hopes to get out of it. its been a tough week with drawing and posting videos but ill get over it hopefully. i started a tiktok account with my drawings in january and ive posted 23 videos scince then which doesnt seem like alot but it is! im very proud of it! i also had one of my videos blow up but it was at the very beginning of my tiktok account but what can you do you just gotta keep going. it got 145.8 THOUSAND views by the time im writing this and 24 thousand likes which is a lot !!! im hoping to be able to have anouther video go like that but it doesnt seem to be going that way. most of my videos now only get around 120 likes each some more and some less but im really trying. i created this account so that i could get commisions but i dont know if im going to do that now. ive kinda been thinking for a minute now about making a new account and starting from scratch but i dont know. now i have a few questions. logically i know that i wont know the answeres for a little over three years but who cares. 1. do you still want to be a lawyer? if so have you applied for collages? is your dream school still standford? have you got any letters back? 2. what gpa did you end at? as of right now my gpa is a 3.56 but i want it up to 3.85 by the time you see this. did i get there? 3. have you gotten into a relationship yet? i have a crush on this girl named jazzy right now but i dont think ill ask her out. it seems rude to ask someone out knowing that youll be moving very soon ya know? but if you are in a relationship who is it!?!? are they a girl? do you still think your a lesbean and ace? if not thats ok. if you are in a relationship have you had your first kiss yet? if so whith who? if you have do you regret it? was it akward? i really feel like it will be like i feel like it would be wierd? that might just me tho. 4. do you still draw? if so how would you describe your style now? whats your favorite medium? 5. mom and dad are talking about putting you in to therapy as of right now. i dont really want to go but they made me go to the little thing where they set you up with a theripist but we never heard back. this was over a month ago. i think that might mean that i wont get one but if i do. when did i get one? was it help full? and did they find anything out that i might have. 6. hard questions- you never started back to self harming right? right now im 23 days clean and im very proud of that. have you gotten better? how many days clean are you know? do you still have thoughs thoughts? 7. do you have any new pets? bella, felix, ******, and binx are still alive right? if not im sorry =[ 8. whats your hair right now? yesterday i got mine cut just a little bit below my shoulders and im living out my half up half down hair dreams!!! anyways i think thats all i have to say and ask. when you get this can you write anouther one for your next big achivement in life (this one being me graduating highschool/turning 18!) i love you! -hailey williamson 2022, 15 years old