drugs and love

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! it is january 16, 2006, and angelia c. (you're best friend) has just given you this website. maybe you should give her a call today... lately life has been perfect. you've finely figured out who you are, and honestly, it needs to stay that way. ---you've just recently gotten off of drugs and are trying to keep sober for as long as you can. all around you, you see people throwing their lives away with drugs. all of your friends saw all the trouble drugs caused you. all the pain. hurt. your friends saw you go down with drugs and struggle so hard on top. 6 months of just saying you want to stop, and you finally do. but all of your friends can't learn. so, futureme, are you still drug free? are your friends still ruining their lives? ---another thing. justin. the boy you are dating right now. he's the most amazing boyfriend ever. and you already believe you two will get married, although you never say it to anyone else. right now i love him becos: the way we can talk about anything. the way he stares at me with that certain twinkle in his eye. the way i fit so perfectly into his arms. how secure i feel. safe. the way we trust eachother enough to know that neither one of us would never ever do anything to hurt one another. the way we are comfortably enough with eacother to do anything. i love the way how when he has stuff on his mind, his eyes look so frustrated. when you ask him what's wrong, he always says "nothing". but he knows that i know, and eventually tells me. the way that whenever i see him, my heart skips around and i cant help but smile, even when i'm having the shittiest of all days. i love how he can put up with me pmsing (and pre pmsing haha). i love everything about him. <33 so...me...are you and justin still together? do you still feel this way about him? if you dumped him, futureme, you're a fucking retard...