A letter from Feb 6th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hello I have so many questions that you are the only one who can answer because I don't know the future awaiting for me. First of all, are you alive?did you make it? Did you graduate?( If it's not please forgive me I maybe the one who'll cause it. Adulthood is so hard) You are now 22, Are you living a happy life or are you still hopeless just like rn? Did you leave the Philippines? Or you choose to stay? I don't now what happened to you but please remember I am proud of you. I hope you can still read this and did not give up life. I know life has been rough since covid, you lost your confidence, you lost a reason to live. I am pretty messed up right now. I am debating myself whether to continue this dream or give it up and choose to be practical. Do you have a partner? Or you choose to stay single? Whatever makes you happy my future self:) Remember when we are still in highschool? I am pretty sure what would I became in the future, our life had already planned out,but right now I can't even see myself in the future... I became more coward, everyday it became worse and worse. (Please forgive me) I did too much regretful things. Now I want you to forgive yourself and move forward.Don't be stuck in the past. I know you are regretting many things and I am really sorry for that. Love, Your 19 years old self:)