It´s me, I mean, you

Peaceful right?

I'm not sure what the future holds for me but I don't mind being in control anymore, I don't even want what I BELIEVE I wanted to happen now, because I've realized that what I wanted before is not what I want now; in fact, I thank God I didn't get it; the me from before wouldn't understand THE LUCK she had in things not going her way.... So this is you, writing to yourself just a blink of an eye before, after an event that made you realize even more that people are not what they seem; not even YOU are what you seem; you get it? Don't fall for the IDEA you have about a person because it's probably far from reality. Take your time to get to know, wait for them to reveal their true cards because, you learned it the hard way, there are always more cards up their sleeves. Don't stop trusting that 6th sense. When something tastes bad to you, don't hesitate, trust. If you feel it, it's for a reason. Maybe it's your future self warning you. I mean, I know in the past it was me warning me and I didn't listen, don't make the same mistake. Now some follow up questions: -How are you now, how do you feel? -In 4 days from today you start taking therapy with the psychologist that was recommended to you, how did it go, did you get better, did you get worse? -Did you meet someone special or did life teach you something else again? -How is your family? -How are your friends? -Did you go to Colombia in August as planned? -How is Negrita? -How are you doing in your career? if I'm not mistaken, you are already 1 year away from finishing? -Did you pass the exam? -How did it go with Precision Nutrition? -How do you treat patients? One more thing... I'd like you, if you haven't started, to take this as motivation to get started and set out to do something good every day or week, however you want, for a stranger. You can make tickets that say "do the same for someone else" and give it to each person you help. It could be buying breakfast, helping someone cross the street, or just listening to them. Just help and keep the chain going. See you later, hope to read from you soon and receive news back.

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

This letter was extremely refreshing. it was a gentle reminder that I must stay PRESENT because if I don't, I won't live and life goes by too fast, wow. I...

Eermmebr roetw 'tdon meflys enev i letetr to ehnw lelw hsit. Semtmno ym and yma tahw nmdi no yam eth otroowmr kema hnavgi ridemtoif nto a,phnpe i whort sywala wlil of egrmbnrmiee itghs nad no yoln or elso em gnitgte lebmraeis illw dan. .
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Phnpae it nsraeo si nsthig ot for iqsonteu egnib on losa a ahtt rtanpitmo the hsa ont owh rhytniegev ni lfie htta adn. Kolo weer odgo od), ehwn atht ,dan it a,bkc my rewe etudis i i in rfo nertsdudan was n'dtdi ta teim if the ned nto lla nda the lapns ti het eask to me day, sanore urefut at i the em, ti a teh of n(ow veen esbecau viegn for. ,eamlpxe so orf aeks, tno clkuy was nme my i from was eys ,psta rof my ihwt idngen pu revlase.
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Ot ntitgge to tno adn kwno someeno end pu nveer aer dan be preaap ehyt hawt oyu tlarice,ny elpepo. Si so dimn si ni a ti vahe os uisrsoe adn a that ot atemkis oesnpr. Uroy ruspsires at,ht het daeh rrtaeh atht nrelog i adei - bmlae ileebev uoy htta ehwn pneors htta for tth,a emad yuo is treesn teg het rtheo btu in ouy to on but of nda od the oemseno. Sutj eb esd,ia dan dnot' neeptrs og teg.
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Tqesionsu lolowf pu.
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1. Gdoo efle i rithg won. Ym demitrm godo entdfcion tedsessr but smxea kwee, adn fo itsh ltetil a cbaesue.
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2. Oen tesb of i lal aws sioidsenc airgsntt the thaepyr dmae reay. I wsa i'tdnd my i eslee-mefts how tadters olw nwko iultn peytahr. Rasaewsnefels dgenai thsi llsti (mi' eayr evne eth eeibfsl gnkirwo ncat' i utb tol of nt)igsh i hte on of aeinxlp mlaent hfits indeicelbr a dcaeveih was i. Het a eesl atth mtmnceimto eon ma is getsa ma ta ,me ewerh no to i i pccgtaeni own. M,e to to it ubt oeonmse eles felsym sutm ees lmyefs not lfee i,t rof ofr orf that opevrmi i. Wthi yelarl my salml ahve a ptetry shngti a enve( iv'e on etc xseiricegn taht ten,cisoyntsl adme slnia, ,tdea ,ahir gdion easttrd nggio fneeri:efdc ginkma ont 'im ym if yfelms. An lefmys ) ti elefs ni nda itsnmenvte eikl.
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3. Adn omer em 2 thutag leif oll ss,olsne tla,yceirn. Dtni'd was arce i ti s,opcarid neo lraley cumh rfo. Utrh ym ionnhtg ti ego, btu orem. The urht em sebueca wsa pu indm eht,or rhsot kiel ubt ertoh on i maed ym. Inlgos i em i and htta i uofcsed sa me; eht i fo atpra eh imh neth nda imh mcuh obaut ni pdceeact i hmi omotcrf saw tme os on fotgor t,fel gsiht me, llfe eeirttsn adn i ostl ofbeer. Syfelm ekdicp btu inaag i pu yluqikc. Sawlay a i thta eomc atht rrendime ewoclem sritf, cieprenxee swa. Hatt renve strif mtoecnmtim em atht i tihgs i ma, of to nda hwo lsoe anc si eth. Eht dhleep lfaipnu em neev msot ash sotm ta,th of thoghu eno ebne oen sha hte i eht gwor cxspei,eeern it hatt htikn eenb ´ist. Leif and how kwors atsh´t.
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4. Kntah is yhehlat dog ym amifyl in errod, and.
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5. Eonglr s as of on us artp a is ym fneisrd, how teh w,lle all rof xeetcp for ,sema.
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6. Ton ,go hfal het and i enpalsta rpit asw of ddi. Vrteasl em eatrnuedv eeynorev be opelep hwti as oreveeyn that ithw an atht oselc to eb gthtua ihwt sa for olco, not it naeilgd and rea how ntoihmegs it uyo tmus.
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7. Aeignrt si lavie.
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8. Em teh is tahn a:tramn ferebo etterb i doing momettncim ceeaubs fo ma whti ym. Nenpgdi nogdi i lslti no nca eroefb roep,vim im' tebret nigtsh atnh btu i'm atth. Me vs. Em. Oocdrt ,esy raye i be ni and will a a. . . 'ncta lbeviee i lilst ti.
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9. Tbu mi' to ,it lanp ti yelral vnthae' in i i ntake istnehinpr rfo study hwen.
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01. Uot tath em orwk htta my otnpi it eecpixeenr anetroh ta 'ddnti saw ni rof sjut ifel.
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11. As ahtt etfolamrbco as and og sa teatr ethm i psrecte ervey rty raetx psieobsl ot htwi yad iolebsps as hmuc to meka leef meli ehmt. I acef asalwy a ibnrg ytr to tehri eilms ot.
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Lliw i and keta toni the anocctu lahegnlce.
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Uyo sha dan thinsg eon in uoy rome uoy rae aswaly uot athw atnw ig:nth ubt uoy of guahtt the not efli su awht ,tmei htat, ,raf ehty meht tsom to, t'don o,t wlyasa hte eth rtnu eth os deen emas htme ntgih tou way ywa en,d want heva rdntue dna ened the.