A letter from Dec 29th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hello, future me or hopefully the more stronger, confident and better version of me. How are you? So much time must have been passed when you'll see this letter and you'll have also graduate by than. How was graduation? Future me you have changed right? I hope you're still not stupid and dumb as you were a few years ago. I hope you have grown more confident. How's your rebelling going. How many times have you went out? I hope you have done this alot of times because I don't want you to waste the best 4 years of your life. I hope you've studied hard and have proven everyone that you also can do something in your life. Remember the time you used to live under your sisters' shadows I hope you're not doing the same. I hope you've learned from your mistakes and is now trying new things even if it means rebelling. You still have friends right? You remember how you used to freak out whenever you went to any new place. Gosh so embarrassing. And remember how you would just sprout up random lies just so that you won't have to go out with your friends. How's your love life. Still in love with anas or have you moved on? Remember how you told yourself that you would never stop loving anas so are you keeping that promise? I hope you are not because if he is not interested in you than you have wasted your four years. I just hope he has finally accepted you which is very unlikely but one can hope. Pretty sure ammi is looking for your rishta right now or are you already engaged? I hope you're not because you have a life to live right now. You haven't spent so much money just to get married. Also you have done bachelors in psychology right? I just hope you didn't change your mind. How's your mental health? I hope you are doing fine. While writing this letter I was suffering from depression I just hope you have learned to reach out to someone and to not suffer alone. Have you been to a psychiatrist or a therapist? If not please go I beg you. It's almost new year where I am right now and I am just in my bed under a mountain of blankets just crying over everything and failing university. I hope you've sorted your life out. Even if you haven't it's okay. I just want you to be happy and healthy. Remember where there's dark there's light and that rainbow always comes after storm. Also happy birthday. Hoping many people have wished you. Remember how you used to cry when none of your "friends" used to remember your birthday I just hope they do know and I hope that you have received alot of wishes from them. You have always been so nice to everyone I want everyone to return that kindness to you. Also remember not everyone deserves your kindness. Also don't be so gullible it's not good. Don't trust anyone blindly. Eat healthy. Fix your sleeping schedule. Hoping parents are treating you nicely you have suffered enough because of them. I'll always be here with you Love Pastme